..mEmorIes..

2006-03-14T23:47:00.000+08:00

just came back from lesson... very tired now. as i din manage to get enough zzzzzzzz for the past 2 days.

zzzz at around 2am++, had a hard time falling asleep... its kinda of irritating as i needa reach my workplace at around 8.45am the next day. talking about it, the stupid patient's mum really get on my nerves. her son, serving ns, wanna do the wisdom tooth surgery on monday. normally people will do the op on a monday so they will be given 5 days of mc. anyway, the mum called on last tuesday to make appt on mon which was yesterday, requesting to have the appt at 9am. so i told them we only opened at 9.30am. actually i can see them at 9am since my boss is in by 8am. BUT i dun wanna wake up so early just for the stupid surgery. and the excuse she gave was if the appt is at 9.30am, her son will have to report at 9am at camp and come for the appt. so we came to a deal that i ll fix the appt at 9am but they will come at 9.30am. sounds pretty good yah. but who knows she called again on friday, asking whether my boss will be in by 9am and i said yes. but dont really care cause they are relatives. but my stupid boss told me to reach at 8.45am to get ready the op set. kns... bo bian loh....
But what the hell.... i reached the office at around 9am, set up the stuff and WAITED for them!! guess what time they reach??!!! at 9.45am can!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so bloody pissed off.. dont care that she's my boss relative.. just show the attitude... so what if i am in service line... dont care... i dont mind if their appt is at 2pm and they reach at 3pm.. cause it doesnt really bothers me... but appt at 9am and they reached at 9.45am!!!!!!!!! i wasted half an hour of zzzzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!! i can reach at 9.30am and get the things ready in time for them loh... very shitified!! arrrrghhh.. complained to my boss, he also cant do anything.
nua-ed the whole afternoon since my boss is not around... then met ttc for dinner.... heh heh... had sakae sushi.. his treat!!! thanks~~~~~~~~~~~

haiz.. gotta zzzzzzz now... have early appts tmr..... sianzzzzzzzzzzz......

2006-03-12T16:26:00.000+08:00

hmmmmz.... its beeeeeeeeeeen a loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooonnnngggg time since i last update my blog... around 4 months!!! hahaaa... was juz feeling lazy.. real lazy...... xuan has been telling me blog as she commented i am still at the sparkling white teeth post. hahaaa...

kinda lost as to where to start blogging... alot of things happened within this 4 months.

Dec 2005
had my exams.. which i din do well... sucks. hmmmz... but who can i blame??!!
it was the hardest month for me.. you guys shld know what happen to me... was really² down... took around 2 weeks to recover.. till now i want an answer but i am just to afraid to meet/see him.

thanks to ttc who was there trying very hard to cheer me up.
thanks to adam who was there to listen me out.. cant bother him too much as he was also quite tied up with melvin's case.
thanks to my momo, feifei & nat too... for being there.

am really glad to have you guys as my friends. guess these are the friends who i will keep in contact till the last day of my life bah.

during the period when i was down, another guy(who is much older) came into my life. hmmmz.. i mean since he was good to me, i dont mind his company. he often pick me up from my class and juz went for dinner after that. it was fun. really enjoyed his company though felt nothing for him. was just treating him as a substitute. he's just a fling.. just there to tie me thru..

Jan 2006
a new yr!! a fresh start!!! had a list of new year resolution to achieve.. but hahahaaaa... think i can never achieve it de lah.. planning to pay for my own school fees, set aside some savings, to shed fats off my body... BUT i cant resist food!!! especially chinese new year is just round the corner. spend around $1800++ in Jan.. buying new year clothings, giving red packet to my parents.. school fees and stuff.. thank god there's bonus to tie me through if not you guys will see me in streets raggedly dressed.
just a few days before cny, received a news that melvin passed away. was super shocked!!! he told me in dec that he's looking forward to school. and i have heard from adam that his school has already made arrangements to put his class on the 1st level. cause having lessons on the 4th storey will be very tedious for him. but he din managed to go back to school.
was expecting the day to come but i never know it was so fast.
hmmmz.. have learnt to live each day to the fullest with no regrets as i wun if there's tomorrow for me.

anyway during cny, i din really touch the cny goodies except the bak gua!! ate bak gua lk crazy.. had 4-5 meals a day as i went visiting. and also played mahjong like nobody's business. played for 3 days. even managed to learn to play my ah-yis' card game. hahaa.. i m a fast learner. managed to help my mum to win abit of money while she went to cook.

Feb2006
nothing much to talk about.. except for the steamboat dinner over my place with my bestest friend. and also not forgetting lao yu sheng at feifei's place.
celebrated yiren's birthday. also played mahjong. hmmmz.. lady's luck not my side recently. so shall stop playing for a while.

March 2006
which is the current month, very SLACCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my boss went reservist for 2 whole weeks... damn nua. everyday juz go office and sleep!!! was only productive on the 1st day as i cleaned up the whole office. was feeling damn proud of myself!!!! took my own & my sister's teeth impression and ask the lab technician to do a set of bleaching trays for us. super cheap!!!! met momo and feifei during the first week. they came to the clinic and so i happily cleaned their teeth for them. took xrays for them as well. went sakae sushi for dinner. after that went coffebean to chill... fun~~~ its always fun hanging out with them. with them around, i wun have to speak much and they will know what i m thinking. this is what i call "zi ji3"

had a reunion dinner on monday night at Changing Appetites @ Marina Square. its really a rare opportunity to get wing and jess teo out. was very really surprised to see wing. she lost hell alot of weight!!! 6 girls=alot of markets!! hahahaa... talk and laughed non stop. took hell alot of pictures too!!!

with nat after finishing our food.

with feifei

will upload the group photo after the gals send me the pics.

momo and me hiaoing in the toilet

a pic with 3 of us!!! this is the best shot ever!!! hahahahaaaa...

a pic with wing while the rest are doing the calculations after the dinner.

went chomp chomp on friday night!!! its all because of that lousy zhihui!! its a "farewell" dinner for uncle aston... he is finally going to tekong le.. wonder how slack can he be in tekong.. all da best to him~~~~

gotta go and pick my nephew and niece.. then going for dinner after... to celebrate my younger sis and niece birthday!! going katong for seafood.. heard from my dad... the seafood there is good....

2005-11-05T19:30:00.000+08:00

yeah!!! i have sparkling WHITE teeth now!!!!! thanks to my boss who did the chairside whitening for me!! actually have a whitening case today and since there's leftover whitening gel... so might as well..... hahahaa... did the whole 3 whitening cycles of 20mins each. it really works!! i can be ZOOM! walking advertisement now!! by the way, ZOOM! is one the company which provides the in-office whitening system. the whole package cost the patient hmmmz.. around $1000 and i did it for free!! its so expensive as whenever we need to borrow the light machine to do the whitening and to purchase the whitening kit. ZOOM! is charging us quite alot so.. you know, the paitents pay for it lah. my boss is thinking of buying the system which will cost him about $6000. see how. once he bought it, i will get free whitening sessions le!!!

my teeth is super sensitive now. cant take cold food. and i gotta be careful of the food i eat in the next 48 hours. as dark colour food will stain up the teeth faster.. happy³!!!

nua-ing at home on a saturday evening cause i am damn tired!! super sleepy!! juz woke up from my three-hour nap. woke up super early this morning and left in a rush cause my boss just sms me saying that he will send me to work. so was rushing like hell, he din even care if i have woke up from my beauty sleep not!! and its not very nice to make him wait, so gotta prepare myself within half hr's time. heee... save some $$$ on cab!!

and yesterday went to ccc with jiahe. was late for half an hour!! cause i took a bus there and am not sure which stop to alight. but still manage to find my way there, however reached there at 8pm. hahaa. had a slice of rum & raisins cheesecake. it dont taste as well le. so was abit disappointed. jiahe and me talked about mahjong cause he plays the mahjong too!!! thats the common topic as yesterday was only the third time that i met him. talked till around 9pm and i gotta go!! felt quite paiseh but my boss is picking up from ccc for dinner. was suppose to join him for dinner. he wanted to have the sharkfin's noodle but i just treated him that last week, so have no cravings for that. furthermore, its kinda of expensive. drove to whampoa but there's no parking lots so ended up at newton circus for dinner. had the charsiew wanton mee. tasted OK~~ dont know how to appreciate wanton mee.. hahaaa.

waiting for my elder sister now, so can start playing mahjong....

2005-10-31T22:48:00.000+08:00

hmmmz.. been super super super busy with work. now that, the 2 bosses have split their operations. dearest uncle took over the branch in tanglin shopping centre. and since then, i have been staying back after office hours to do stock check, go through all his patients' cards and call them up, split the stocks, etc etc. took me about 1 whole week to do all the stuff. had to go to tanglin to do the check as uncle dont trust that self proclaimed lady boss!!

even gotta work on sunday but luckily my boss picked me up from my house if not i so gonna take a cab to orchard. cant even claim OT!!! but cant expect much la. for the whole of last week, he has been buying me either lunch or dinner, and send me back home!! cool!! hahaa. so it feels kinda of nice to be chaeffeur around. like today, went out with him to buy food to stock up in the clinic. so practically i can nua at my workplace to have the whole morning to myself!!! to study!!! gonna bring all my notes to work on wednesday!! shall start with my revision!! exams coming in a month's time!! just spent 144 pounds for the registration of 3 papers!! thats about S$500!!

but what the heck!! not in the mood to study anyway!! haiz.. really lack of discipline. its so difficult to study as a part time student!! no motivation at all. but still.. still gonna try and pass all my 3 papers.

had been looking forward to this week!! 2 public holidays in a week!! yeah!!!! finally tomorrow, i will be playing mahjong with my mahjong kakis!! its been like since months i guess. hee.. wish me luck!! really need the money!! been spending at lot recently!! gonna zzzz now and get ready for tomorrow's mahjong session~~~~

2005-10-16T23:39:00.000+08:00

*singing*

Happy Birthday to Me
Happy Birthday to Me
Happy Birthday to Meeeeeee
Happy Birthday to ME!!!!!!!

finally, the long awaited day has come!! am 21 years old now!! time really flies. looking through my baby photos with my sister when she did the guest book thingy for me. hmmmz. 21 years old passes really fast, with a few blinks of an eye. went through the most xin fu period where parents, relatives and strangers are always trying their best to make me smile. i just need to cry to attract their attraction, to make them to attend to my needs. life's so good back then, though i still dont know whats going on in my life yet. worries free!!!!

things were abit different as i grew older, gotta learn to talk, walk, went to school, getting cane by parents and punished by teachers. hmmmz. guess that's what it takes for a child to learn and grow ba. went through a lot of shit in primary, secondary school and poly, to what i really am now. getting to know friends and learn what true friends really are. they are the ones that i pour out all my deepest secrets to them without being afraid that they will betray me. they never will. never. to all my friends, i will always cherish you guys and keep you guys in my heart. its you that make such a great difference in my life. its you that i can cling on when i face any difficulties. thanks for playing such a significant role in my life!!!

dont know why am i getting so.... hmmmz.. emotional on this day at this hour. wait a minute.. is emotional a right word to use? heck la. just wanna blog my thoughts now.

as what i have learnt from law, i am no longer a minor. am already a major. i can be sue by people now. lost all my rights been a minor. am liable to all my actions.

am still trying to come to terms being an adult. entering into adulthood aint that easy i guess. i know i am exaggerating. i know life still goes on as per normal but the thought of being an adult is not easy. to phrase it in another way, it simply means that i am getting older!!!!! sounds quite bimbo hor. hmmmz.

alot of of people told me that once gals(especially gals) hit the no. 2 figure. time will pass real fast, and before we realise, we are so gonna be 29 years old!!! this stupid thinking is in me now. this is what i told brian and bryan explaing to them why i am so sad. guess i will be ok tomorrow, provided people dont keep reminding me that i am an adult now. am no longer 20 years old now know. no longer a teenager le. I AM AN ADULT FROM NOW ONWARDS!!!

anyway, i wanna say a big big "THANK YOU" to all those who came to my party yesterday!!! THANK YOU for making my party a success!!! really really appreciated all you guys presence!!! once again, i will like to apologise for being such a bad host! sorry to my friends that i did not spend enough time with you. But do hope that you guys really enjoyed yourselves. thank you for all your pressies!!!!!

2005-10-12T23:11:00.000+08:00

been very very very busy at work!!! hmmmz.. my bosses, the 2 partners, are going to split the business. so uncle gonna take the clinic in tanglin so i was supposed to go over with him to tanglin to nua. heard that he is going to get a pc.. which means i can log into msn in the afternoon!!!!!!!!!! yeah!!! finally after so many months, i can finally sign in in the afternoon to chat!! heh heh....

and yah.. been getting alot of smses about friends asking what i want for my birthday. to tell you guys frankly, i also dont know what i want. just dont get me perfumes, soft toys. dont mind getting baby grand, a made-in-china violin(bring me along so i can choose my own violin), a O2 mini. one common response from my friends, "siaoz. you think i very rich huh?" BUT BUT the thing is, i am just merely answering to all your questions!! is that wrong too?

isnt it obvious that i will want things that i cant afford? am working now so i already manage to get the things that i wanna have.

i am not fussy with presents. really. i will happy to receive whatever presents my friends give. isnt it suppose to be a surprise? so surprise me k..

2005-10-09T18:40:00.000+08:00

hmmmz. haven been blogging for 2 weeks le. last update was about calbee. here are the photos that we took during her 1 week stay in singapore!!! guess this will be the longest entry ever with all the photos.

had steamboat buffet at liang seah street...

taking photos while waiting for the food to be served

candid shot of momo and nat

from left: emily; wendy aka calbee; me; nat; huiying aka momo

this was the first dish. spicy chicken for us. smells nice but abit too spicy for me. the staff poured all the chillies into...................

HERE!!!!! hahaa. only me; emily and calbee ate from the spicy portion.

calbee and emily posing with food!!!

nat's turn to take pic with calbee AND the food

beef!!! we had lotsa that!!

this is how it looks with all the food!!!

my abalone mushroom!!!

i like this pic of hers!! hahaa. looks so spastic!! smiling with a prawn in her mouth. heh heh heh.

after the filling dinner, we walked to esplanade as it was still in construction 2 yrs ago. brought wendy and emily to take a look at the 'durians' of singapore!!

on tuesday, only me met up with wendy and emily as the rest were busy with their stuff. so decided to bring them to far east square in raffles place to have the delicious ramen!!! but before that, bought them the famous rotiboy....

emily+wendy with rotiboy in hand.

omg!!! i look so fat in that pic!!! diaoz. must do something abt it le.

we juz ate half of the rotiboy. dont taste as good as before. kinda disappointing. but who cares coz the main dish for the day is........................................

my favourite wasabi prawn!!! tastes damn good!! am still in love it!!

the not-so-nice sotong

after dinner, decided to take cab down to plaza singapura cause i am very very lazy to walk to mrt. waited almost 20 minutes for the stupid cabs!! alot of empty cabs drove pass us BUT not a single stop. was so fed up that i called for a cab. within 1 minute, the cab appear. haiz. and guess what!!! the booking fee is $4!! so ex. there's an additional surcharge of $2 too. cause of the peak hours and just because we were in cbd area. so all in all, i need to pay $8.40 from the moment we stepped into the cab. cannot make it. so by the time we reached ps, the fare was about $12!!
reached there at about 9pm++, went to puremilk where we bought hell lot of tops. me, emily and wendy bought the same top for the jb outing on thurs!! haha. after the shopping spree, brought them to rochor to have tao huay!! as wendy has been craving for it ever since she reached sg. hahaa.

on wednesday, we went to this famous shop in race course area. they are famous for their sharkfin noodle. this time round, weiting & her gf, novi joined us for dinner. we only took pics of the food but not the ppl. guess we are busy gossiping cause were so busy updating about all the recent happenings!!

ta-dah.......

this is the famous sharkfin noodle. $15 each. i had this. tastes really really good!!

this is the abalone noodle. $5/bowl. it is basically bak chor mee with slices of abalone on top. the bak chor mee cost $3/bowl. was told by wendy that actually the abalone mee tastes better than the sharkfin noodle.

ordered scallops. think its abt $2 or $3/piece. not very nice though, they din clean properly as there were sand particles.

the fresh fish slice! about $5 or $8/plate. cant rem the price. hahaa. but its damn good. the fish is really really very fresh.

its worth trying though the serving is quite small. think guys will need 2 bowls of noodles to fill them up.

on thursday, nat, momo, feifei and i took leave to go jb with wendy and emily!! its our first time that we venture into malaysia together. haha. was kinda of excited. momo asked elvin along as he knows jb very well. so he's our tourguard for the day. some pictures that we took on our way to jb.

elvin and momo

we are wearing the same design tops from puremilk!!

went to have our lunch in city square upon our arrival. had the curry fish head that momo recommended. elvin finished 1 whole fish head as some of us did not like it.

fried chicken

fried calamari

the curry fish head together with other sides.

feifei and me with the keropok.

after lunch, walked around the mall. but nothing much to shop. more or less the same. saw this mickey mouse top which i really² like it alot BUT it cost RM399. thats around S$200 can??!! i change about RM120. only spend RM 60 loh. kinda sad. nothing for me to buy.

outside citysquare while waiting for shuttle bus to plaza pelangi.

took a cab down to plaza pelangi instead as we did not manage to get on the shuttle bus. the traffic was really terrible. alot of cars.

nat and me in plaza pelangi having the chocolate cone from macdonald's.

thought plaza pelangi will have more things to shop BUT to our disappointment, most of the shops are closed. we were just walking around aimlessly. but apparently, momo and feifei bought tops and shoes. was quite amazed by them as there is really nothing to buy!!

but still we spent about 2 hours there. took cab back to citysquare and took a bus back to singapore.

tired look~~ after 1 whole day of fun

went straight to bedok north hawker centre for our dinner. met wing for dinner.

our dinner!! order cockles, bak chor mee, otak, satay, carrot cake and chicken wings!!!

i finished the whole plate of cockles!! haiz. no one likes that except me!! gonna die of high chlolestrol soon.

reunion dinner!! its been years since we get together after sec school. wing is the one on the left. she hmmmz.... really has put on quite alot of weight!!! was very shocked to see her that night.

on friday, we went to amara hotel to have the ala carte japanese buffet! each pax cost about $40. but the food is real good. got alot of complimentary dishes that's not on the menu.

this is the appetizer.

chawanmushi.

this is their soup. serve in a special way.

wendy with her 5 handrolls!! i dare her to eat 25 handrolls when she was about 95% full!!! hahaha. the deal is if she finish 25 handrolls then i will pay for the dinner!! hahaa. she only managed to finish 5 handrolls. hahahaaa. lousy~~

ordered green tea ice cream as our dessert..

after dinner, wendy and emily came over to my house to play overnight mahjong. so yah. din manage to zzzzz and just went to work the next day.

on saturday after work, met wendy, feifei, momo, nat, tim and bryan for dinner.

went to pepper lunch to have our dinner.

we gotta cook our food fast if not, we will be having raw beef for dinner.

momo; bryan; timothy

acting cool with the tag. hmmmz. what is tim looking at?? momo is just in front of him leh...

this is the pose 'yeah'

followed by the 'half-yeah' pose!!

poor bryan. he was really really very hungry. he helped me to finish my food.

all the funny faces. nat looks the most normal.

sorry guys. am too lazy to rotate the pic n save it. wendy drew something on the stupid tissue. making fun of me. its a joke about my top which i bought online!!

the retarded looking calbee!!!!

went to alley bar after that to drink. i ordered lychee martini!! my fav!! hahaa. and also we, the gals, the 5 shots for $25!! very cheap!!

5 of us with 1 shot each!!!

bryan and tim. bryan said its the most expensive beer that he ever had!! $15 for 1 bottle!! hahahaaa.

so guys. thats all i have. sent wendy off on sunday morning. but the pics are with feifei. haiz. lousy. she lost her cable therefore not able to upload her pics into her pc.

yesterday, celebrated feifei's birthday at her house. jess tan went also. really have a heart to heart talk with her. hmmmz. her life is really full of ups and downs, and the worse is, there is nothing we can do to help her. can only listen to her sorrows. but the good thing is she is very independent, so able to get over things fast.

anyway, we stayed in the kitchen to mixed the drinks. beer, vodka and 7up. drink quite alot in the kitchen alr. think i drank the most. cause i am the QC. hahaa. we had erdinger in the kitchen. hahahaa. the dark wheat erdinger. shiok. back to the times~~ really have fun yesterday. thanks to bryan and tim for the ride home. if not gotta spend $$$ on cab again.

and guys... i have decided to hold my 21st party at my place on the 15oct!! pls make urself free ya. settled on the caterer and my cake after a week. finally!!! am just waiting for next saturday to come...

2005-09-14T23:19:00.000+08:00

it was really a short week last week. there wendy goes again. she left for hongkong last sunday morning. haiz. during her 9 days of stay here; i accompanied her for 8 days!!!! met her everyday after work, bring her to places to eat. played overnight mahjong at my place!! went jb!! took hell alot of pictures!! haiz. suddenly feel kinda lost without her around. what can i say.. hmmmz.. i really miss her!!!!

shall post the pics in the next entry. feeling kinda sleepy now. only slept around 3-4 hours per day for the whole of week.

met bryan yesterday to watch

its really a movie with minimal dialogue!! was trying my best to concentrate on the movie, the part when the subtitles kept showing. tried my best to appreciate the movie but hmmmz... i cant.. hahaa. i wun say its a waste of money but at least wun recommend people to watch it la. hahaa. sounds contradicting huh!! overall=not too bad

went to taka's coffeebean at 9.45pm. ordered a slice of tiramisu which bryan managed to finish by 10pm!! power. after that, we walked from taka to selegie complex just to get a cab. so stupid!! alot of empty cabs BUT all of them pass us by as if we were invisible!! cannot make it!! bryan was quite fed up. hahaa. nonetheless, we still managed to get a cab at around 11pm.

lastly, anyone using siemens hp?? is it a good hp? haiz. gotta keep a lookout for my boss. i am exactly like his secretary now. gotta keep track of his appts, run errands for him, read his letters, answer his calls!! am gonna follow him to paragon next week for his case!! poor me....

2005-09-05T23:52:00.000+08:00

been having alot of mahjong sessions lately!! played on saturday during gab's party. played till 12am++ went home and played with my sisters and mum again. zzzz at 4am and woke up at 10.30am to get myself ready for another mahjong session at brian's house. hahahaa. only won $10 for the whole three sessions. kinda waste time but better than going out to spend money on movies and food.

met bryan for dinner on friday night. hmmmz. he's like a kid!! *bleah* kinda stubborn when i asked him to watch his friends' performance. haiz..... anyway we watched

was quite diaoz when he suggested this movie but we still went ahead to watch this jack neo's movie. as usual, it's super funny with an stupid ending. was laughing throughout the movie. went for dinner @ NYDC after that. hmmz. thanks bryan for the treat!!!!! owe you one k!!!! u make me feel so guilty after your blog. arrghhhh. thanks for the ride home too!!!!!!

and finally!!!!!!!!!! calbee is back from uk!!!!! yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
back in singapore on last saturday. she will only be staying in singapore for a week before going back to her home country, hongkong. met her on sunday night for dinner at east coast at this five star hainanese chicken rice stall. wanted to bring her gf to eat katong laksa but it already closed. so we proceeded to cheesecake cafe in upper east coast road to chill. hahaha. really have fun, talking, teasing each other. hmmmz. since she is only gonna stay for a week, guess i am so gonna keep her accompany throughout this whole week. have already planned out the schedule for her stay here le.
day 1: (which is today)
brought her and her gf to liang seah street for the steamboat buffet. then walked to esplanade cause esplanade was still in construction when wendy left for uk. took alot of pictures. shall post the pictures soon!!!

day 2: tuesday
raffles place!!! to have the japanese ramen and the teh tarik in far east square.
and lastly tao huay in rochor.

day 3: wednesday
little india!! gonna have the famous sharkfins mee and abalone noodle.

day 4: thursday
going jb!!! to have seafood, curry fish head, prata and sing ktv!!!
dinner: bedok north hawker centre!!! gonna have satay, prawn mee, laksa, oyster omelette, carrot cake, etc etc..

day 5: friday
japanese buffet at this particular restuarant!! then she and her gf gonna stay over at my place to play overnight mahjong.

day 6: saturday
gonna have breakfast. gonna meet her in the afternoon after my work in changi airport. then going to chinatown to eat!!!!

day 7: sunday
she's gonna leave for hongkong!!! haiz. sad!!!! cant send her off as i gotta work.

but at least i am sure i am so gonna have fun for the whole of this week!!! gonna start on my diet plan after wendy leaves!!! hahahaaa.

2005-08-28T22:22:00.000+08:00

havent been blogging for some time already... just some photos taken on qin's 22nd birthday(11aug)!!! celebrated qin's birthday at sunlight. she blanjah us the ktv. hmmmz. should be quite expensive cause we took the big room! really had fun!! sang like crazy!!

here are some pictures that we took..

qin and her boyfriend, andy.

qin's birthday cake!! bought by alex(cha tao's boyfriend!!!)

followed by some pics taken with my click..

from left: huifen aka cha tao; yuqin aka hippo; me!!!!; meiling~~~~

vivien, hongwen and choo sang with us too!!

kinda fun, i must say. but qin got kinda broke!! hahaa.. must have cost over $100+++

met xuan last friday to eat!! she's craving for thai express the day week before. we only pay $11+ for our dinner as i have the $10 voucher and was given a 20%!! hahahaaaa.. super cheap!!! was my turn to be late.. made her waited for almost half an hour!! something happened at work which make me so damn sianz and irritated!!! was complaining to xuan!! she also says that i did nothing wrong!!!
so.. it's not my fault!!! i am really not at fault, i just made a bloody call to uncle telling him that he has a patient!! that's all loh!! and sherry blew her top and left just like that!! went to tanglin side and complained to dr seow and his wife. apparently she is on good terms with the 2 of them, and both of them dont want her to resign. but things are kinda of different with uncle. he is very angry with sherry for leaving just like that without telling anyone, leaving me all alone to handle everything. haiz.. dont know things turn out to be like that, was telling uncle since the 2 of them want her back, then i leave. cause sherry is not that well-educated and she still has a family to look after. but for me things are different, i can go to other places like IRAS to nua or my friend's place to work. i wont be out of job.
hmmmz.. but uncle said she should be the one leaving. arrghhh. the 2 bosses are gonna fight it out soon!! hmmmz. none of my business!! quite angry for the whole day!!! especially when uncle kept asking me why i fight with her. was about to ask him to shut up and stop asking BUT i cant cause he's the boss!!! so gotta put on a fake smile to entertain him.

thanks to sherry for leaving just like that, made me gotta reach suntec at 8am on a saturday morning to work. but after that, uncle asked me to accompany him to nuss guild house to nua. anyway its his treat la.. so i drank my lychee martini, sandwiches and bird wings; and we watched rugby!! hahaaa.

anyway, me and xuan went robsinsons to look for our fondue set but to no avail. SOLD OUT!!!! this was what the staff told us. kinda sad, nonetheless, we enjoyed our shopping in robinsons!! hahaa. have already decided to meet on thurs or fri to go chinatown to eat and scout for the fondue set!! heee..

i wanna change my wardrobe!!! hmmmz.. xuan is gonna be a part of this event. hahaa.. and also my other buddies!! i so wanna get a pair of wedges or espadrilles!! wanting to own one pair!!!! haiz. gonna buy next week when i get my pay!!!

1 more good news to share!!! calbee is coming back soon!!! in a week's time!!! she msged me thru friendster!!! yay!!! finally she is back to visit us. it's been a year and a half since i last saw her. but this time she is gonna come back with her gf. haiz. which means i CANT hug her, i CANT snuggle her, i CANT cling onto her, i CANT talk all those shit in front of her gf. haiz. CONCLUSION: think she better dont come back la. all of us gotta behave in front of her gf. haiz. nat was suggesting to dine in this dunno wat hotel to have the jap buffet which cost $40++ per pax. hahaa.

going to be broke in sept again. gotta buy gab's and jun's presents. and also a transformer for that rich bastard, zhihui. hmmmz.. gonna ask adam to share zhihui's pressie!!

2005-08-11T00:26:00.000+08:00

been eating alot of good food recently. growing fatter!!! i know i have been complaining that i am growing horizontally BUT i just cant resist the temptations when it comes to food!!! went to eat crabs with tian, cheng, jun, ziang, gab and linda on monday night!! then went to the same place to have crabs again on tuesday night with brian and yiren. hahaa. loves crabs leh but just dont really have to the chance to eat it. its kinda of expensive to eat it weekly la.

anyway, i met my beloved xuan today!! she suggested to dine in suntec instead of siglap which i dont really mind cause my workplace is in suntec loh. we went to swiss culture. at first thought i will have the chance to order my long awaited cheese fondue. but apparently i din manage to cause of the price. so both of us decided to settle on a set dinner(with salad, sirloin steak and tiramisu) and a chocolate fondue. the set dinner so-so la. not very fantastic BUT the chocolate fondue~~~~~~~~~~~~ droolz.. i tell you guys... its really heaven man!!!!! me and xuan really INDULGE in the chocolate fondue. they serve us bananas, marshmallows and strawberries to dip in the chocolate!!! we even order another plate of condiments(just the strawberries and marshmallows)!!

sorry guys. i know i shouldnt post the pictures and make you guys droolz BUT i just wanna post!!! hahahaa. here are the pictures that me and xuan took today in swiss culture!!

looks nice??!! the chocolate tastes really good!! the consistency, the taste, perfect!!!!!!

these are the condiments that goes with the chocolate.

one scoop of chocolate each and.........

hahaa.. tell me how can we not grow fat!!!

looks very good right??!!! we swear that we will go back and indulge in the chocolate fondue again!!!

a funny pic that xuan took. she's trying to include both of us and the chocolate in the pic but apparently she failed. hahaa.

both of us look like idiots posing for this pic. haiz.

and lastly...

we finished the whole damn thing!!! damn sinful!!! but its really good!!!

we past by this japanese restaurant which really good food too!! xuan suggested to try next month. hmmz. shall go next month.

both of us walked to raffles city hoping to buy the fondue set in robinsons. have already decided to buy one set and both of us shall make chocolate fondue or cheese fondue on alternate weeks at either my place or her place. but to our disappointment, we did not manage to buy the fondue cause we were too late. think they closed at 9.30pm ba. so shall go with xuan this coming saturday to buy the fondue set!!

2005-08-07T23:26:00.000+08:00

its only the 7 august and yet i am getting broke. haiz. guess this month i cant really spend le. still wanna buy a bag but i will have to get it next month. must try to spend $50 a week if not really cannot survive till month end!!

took home around $1000 this month(given the fact that i was on 2 days mc) and after all the deductions of cpf and cdac, only left $1000+. gave my mum $200. spent $150++ on nuskin products. paid my hp bills, it cost me almost $200!! there were outstanding balances for both of my lines as my mum did not give me the bills to settle last month. so this month gotta clear the outstanding amount plus the current amount. almost $100 per line loh. think m1 really sucks. my mum is using my m1 line now. an aunty like her, she DONT really use the hp loh. but the monthly bill still adds up to around $40!! i really dont understand why!!!!! gonna terminate the line coming march and sign up a new starhub line for my mum.

then recently i still went to buy 2 tops from victoria's secrets!! arrghhh.. cost me around US$54!! which is roughly around $90++ excluding shipping fees loh. initially wanna get the flower detailed wedge which cost US$36!! i like the design!! very nice!! being thinking about it for a few days le but S$60++ for a pair of shoe like quite expensive. hmmmmz.. but i want!!! who wanna buy that as my 21st birthday present??!!! sobz. i want the wedge!!!

so after paying all the bills and the expenditure, i am only left with around $400!! oh yah, still gotta pay for my insurance!! just bought this insurance from prudential la. its a kinda of savings plan. need to pay(save will be a better word) $71.05 monthly. haiz. then use $40 to top up my ezlink card AND i bought a top from MANGO. hahahaaa. only left with $300 loh. really dont know how am i going to survive!! still going to meet up with tian, cheng, jun, gab and jason for a seafood dinner tomorrow night. haiz. gotta spend again.

as for work, it's been a hectic week. work till 6++ 7pm almost everyday. was late in meeting yinkeat on monday. suppose to meet her at 6.30pm but i reached at 7pm. and my class start @ 6.45pm loh. so since i was late, i happily skipped the first session and spent the time with keat. hahaa. went to class after the break which was around 8.30pm.

on tue, ended late also, as a result my sister gotta cover me for the part time job. hahaa. she took a cab to work from ubi loh. was quite paiseh but nvm la, she was given the chance to earn $$$ too!!!

on wed, i met my beloved xuan. after work, me and uncle went to starbucks to have a drink then he drove me to siglap's cartel. hhahaa. as usual, i was early, xuan was late!!! haiz. saw eugene(xuan's ehem), smiled at him but he ignored me!!! was so angry loh. smsed xuan to complain!! hahaaa. but later he smile at me la so he was forgiven!! this time round we ordered..

this is the starters!! think its called the 'snackers' i know it looks kinda pathetic. hahahaa.. only 4 pieces of snackers there!! actually there was 8 pieces la. quite nice.

xuan ordered the pan fried macaroni. she finished the whole damn thing!!! power!!!! its kinda of spicy for me.

this is what i ordered. soft shell crabs with prawn combo!! heh heh. nice~~

eugene served us this waffle ice-cream as dessert. xuan---> eugene paid for this is it??
but me and xuan almost die-ed when we saw the waffle, we are too full for anything else le. so we tried our best to finish the ice-cream and she tapao the waffle back home.

we did not manage to have my cheesecake cause we nuz in cartel till 10.30pm!! xuan promised me to go there this coming wed de. but also dont know will she be free on wed or not.

celebrated vivien's 21st birthday on friday night!! quite cool and fun la. met up with my poly classmates.

talking about birthday celebration. me, my mum and my elder sister have been planning on how to celebrate my birthday. my initial plans was to book a chalet, have some bbq food, cater buffet, and a few mahjong tables. invite all my friends and relatives BUT me being so lazy. i decided not to have it that way. really hate to confirm the attendance loh. its my birthday and yet i have to be so busy!!! hmmmz. that shouldnt be the way!! so i told my mum that i just wanna have a sumptuous dinner with my family, my sis, nephew and niece. buy a small cake to celebrate with me and i will be very happy. can save a hell lot this way loh. my elder sister suggested to have the party at my house , cater buffet and invite my friends. can have ktv session in my living room, then 3 tables of mahjong(1 in the balcony, 1 in my room and 1 in the dining room) to keep my friends entertain!! hahaaa.. but dont think its a good idea as my mum will have to clear up the mess. so my clever mum told me to invite a few close friends to a restaurant to have dinner together. not bad an idea right, and they gotta save as compared me having a chalet. am thinking who to invite now. my sec buddies!! poly buddies!! strings buddies!! ying keat, perhaps melvin!! maybe uncle too!! gonna have 3-4 tables set aside for my friends!! am thinking of a seafood restaurant!! then for the rest of my friends, will just meet up with them during the week.

my mum says she's gonna buy me diamond earrings!!! yay!!! cause i have been complaining to my mum that i will get infection wearing those cheap earrings. so she told me she will buy diamond earrings for me!!! i demanded her to buy me 3 pairs cause i have 5 earholes!!! hahaaa. and guess what??!! she told me to wait long².. she will only buy me 1 pair. sobz. but i think she is not so stingy de la. confirm will buy other stuff for me!! heh heh. maybe diamond earrings looks quite auntie.. shall go to the jewellery shop with her and choose the 1 i like!!

been pyscho-ing my elder sister to buy me a diamond ring!! hahaa. she also tell me to wait long²!! haiz. as for my younger sister, i have gave her 2 options. either a baby grand or a german violin!! hahaa. she was like super diaoz!!!!! hahahaaaa.

as for my dad, he confirm save thousands of dollars la. he promised to buy me a car as my 21st birthday present if i managed to get my license BUT apparently i am too lazy la. so i heard from my elder sister that he is going to gimme an angpao of ...... heh heh. its confidential!!! hahaaa. am going to emphasize in front of him that i need to treat alot of friends so the angpao will be bigger~~~ lalalalaa. my education insurance policy's maturity date is on my birthday. which means i will have another $10k++ to look forward to!! how cool is that!! already know how to use the money le. if i am allow to spend $3000( which i will fight for my rights!!), i will get a pc, hp, tv and a dvd player in my room. been wanting to get all that since last year since i started working but apparently i din managed to save a single cent loh. then use portion of the money to give my family a good treat, return some to my parents and save up the rest. so i will have the money available if i am going abroad. am so looking forward to october loh. really dont mind to turn 21!!

went to hanjie's house to play 1 round of mahjong!! won $$$ hahaaa. so used all my winnings to buy dinner back for my family. bought dim sum, fried rice, yi mee and fried oyster.

and just heard from my dad that he is going to see the specialist doctor tomorrow. and he's going to make an appt for operation after that. hmmmz. have told my elder sister that and both of us are going to take leave on the day of his operation. must look after and accompany him ma. so well~~~ gonna ask him about the specialist's diagnosis tomorrow.

2005-07-31T23:08:00.000+08:00

as usual i cant wake up for work. haiz. so took a cab to borders, ta pao coffee from coffeebean and bought papers as requested by uncle.

was nua-ing at work. supposed to have 2 appointments but both din turn up. hmmz. so uncle showed me the procedures of doing an implant case. not as difficult as i thought la. then he watched his vcd while i talked on the phone, read papers and sms.

went for lunch after work as it was pouring so heavily that i cant even go home. went to this sandwich shop in tanglin shopping centre. we had the cheese burger. it cost me $10 for that cheese burger leh. very expensive. their food there all quite ex!! most sandwiches and burgers cost up to nearly 10 bucks. but its quite a big serving with fries and salad la. but still quite expensive considering that its a cheese burger loh. really getting broke with this kinda of lifestyle carries on. haiz. one month's pay also not enough for me to eat la.

after that, uncle accompanied me to borders as he needs to go there to deposit cash. went to buy my bread. was supposed to buy bread home as my mum cooked curry. but junwei called me asking me whether i wanna meet him. cause he's meeting xinyi and this guy. and he will be like a super shiny lightbulb so ask me to accompany him, which i agreed cause its been a long time since i last sawm le. this guy(i dont know who to spell his name, so lets call him A) was late. haiz. late on the first date. cannot make it!! if i were xinyi, confirm deduct 20 points le. since he is asking her out, he should jolly well have plans for the day loh. but apparently he did not have any plans loh. we were walking around aimlessly like a bunch of idiots!! so i suggested to go ktv. so walked to cuppage to sing. i did most of the singing loh. xinyi dont really sing. that A also dont sing. jun sang for awhile. haiz.
that lousy tianjin said he will join us but in the end also never turn up!! cmi!! so we went ahead to eat. i dont know A and i dont know xinyi so i can only talk to jun!! me and jun did all the talking, trying our best to liven up the atmosphere. was wondering how A gonna woo xinyi. so damn quiet. haiz. i will deduct another 10 points if i am xinyi. haiz. luckily tian, linda, gab and meiling came down. gab commented on my black hair while tian commented on..... hmmmmz... hahahaaa... all those good comments la.. shall keep it to myself. hee hee. jun said i lost some weight. hmmmz. all the guys giving me good comments leh. hahahaa.. gonna treat them loh except gab la. that useless guy. haiz.

ended up going home with the bread at around 9pm+++. hahahaa. my family members already die-ed of hunger le. hahahaa. luckily my elder sister went to my house early if not sure kena nag by my mum de. hahaha.

heard tian said that they are going to have seafood next week. droolz. i wanna go too!!!! i dont care!! i haven get to indulge in my black pepper crabs loh!!!

2005-07-29T23:37:00.000+08:00

hmmmmz.. finally got my pay cheque today!! hahaaa.. am so broke now loh. been surviving on bread, bread and only bread!!!! hahahaaa.. am exagerrating. but cant really spend on the things that i wanted to buy la. cause no $$$. deposited the cheque before 3pm which means it will be cleared today and hopefully by tomorrow 2pm i will be able to withdraw some money out to spend!! hahaa..

been working for one and a half month le. more or less settle down liao la. just think that i am really gabra at times when assisting the stupid doctors. haiz. still trying my best to get use to their styles leh. gonna give myself 1 more month to familiarise with everything!!!
2 weeks back on a saturday, that lady boss of mine came down to suntec while sherry went over to tanglin. she simply sat in the reception area and left me to die. did not even help to sterilise the instruments. i gotta do everything myself. stupid. complained to dr wong(also known as uncle now) but guess he cant do anything too cause he dont really talk to her too. haiz. and on that saturday, hmmmz... one of the instrument went missing!!!! wth.. i thought the damage is only $100++ so i dont mind paying since it was lost during my session. only $100++ still can afford what. but who knows it's $245 according to jason(the sales rep)!! haiz.. $245 for that bloody small tip!!! so damn expensive!! spent 1 week to look for the tip but to no avail. uncle did not tell dr seow cause uncle said dr seow will confirm be very³ angry de. and i know it myself cause dr seow is a super duper stingy person!! so uncle did not tell anyone about it. apparently uncle paid for the new tip from his own pocket. cant use the company's money to pay cause dr seow will know. was kinda surprise that he paid from his own pocket. wanted to pay for it myself loh. it's MY fault. nothing to do with him. but he din want to take my money. so i offered to pay half, at least to share the cost BUT he din want to!!! he helped me to pay for the new tip!!! i am so so so hmmmmz.. i hate this. kinda feel that i am indebted to him. must say thanks to jason too!! his company revise the prices and now the tips cost $350 loh. he managed to hold the price for me. if not uncle gotta pay more le. let me clarify.. I DID NOT LOST THE BLOODY TIP!!!! i dont know who took it.. i dont know who threw it away accidentally!! i din lose anything the past 5 years loh!!! too bad la.. i should have check the number of instruments when i reach!! haiz.. take it as a lesson learn loh.
gotta treat uncle lunches and dinners from now on to clear my debt!! haiz!! where to find such a boss!! am feeling so guilty.. is guilty the right word to use??? hahahaaa.. must do whatever he says now le. tomorrow followed him to work in tanglin. still gotta get him coffee.. just sms me that he want the strong black coffee as he's abit drunk from all the wine drinking sessions. sounds more like a maid.

on wednesday, went to watch the Butterfly Lovers by NUSSO. $10 per tix. suppose to meet eric and mingkai at 7pm in clementi and i was late cause the last patient left around 6.30pm!! so uncle offered to drive me there. hee. once again, felt indebted to him again!! arrrghhh..
anyway, NUSSO played 3 pieces. i missed the first song cause those 2 lousy guys were late. went in for the Butterfly Lovers Concerto featuring Foo Say Ming. he's supposed to be quite zai but hmmmz.. hmmmmz... i dont really think so. mingkai, eric and his friend share the same sentiments with me. overall a so-so performance. dont really enjoy myself. we were talking throughout the last piece.

the guy in dark blue shirt standing beside the conductor is the foo say ming. maybe he is zai la. but he dont have the sei!!! haiz. posture looks ugly too. hahahaaa.

went to clementi interchange to have our dinner after that.
me and eric ate this...

the famous fish & chips!! it cost me $6!!! so ex!!! looks normal loh. but think its THAT fantastic!! kena cheated!! basically its oil loh. din even eat the crust.. only eat the small little piece of fish and fries!! even the fish & chips in amk S11 tastes so so much more nicer!!! scmi!!!

left the place around 10.30pm. me and mingkai took the same bus back while eric and his friend took mrt. it took me almost an hour to reach home!!! considering i still need to walk home loh that will take another 10-15mins!! the bus driver drove so slowly that i almost curse and swear. hahahaaa. but 11++ at night, the roads should not be congested with cars. but the driver drove at almost 30-40km/h loh. its really² slow!!! even mingkai was about to cry. hahahaaa. haiz. lousy driver!!!

then on thursday, suppose to meet my beloved xuan but apparently i cant make cause i gotta attend this last minute birthday dinner. so.. hmmmz.. sorry xuan... next week~~ i promise!!! next wed perhaps?? cause ccc is not open on mon and tue. we nua there again to gossip!! hahaa.. promise promise!!! my treat!! we can have the $8 fries again!! and the wings!! heee.... *droolz*

and weixuan's birthday.. hmmmz.. he promised to treat me!!! hahahaaa... long time din see him le. he say he will ask gather everyone and treat us. guess he will be asking rock, derek, ah beng, gabriel, law they all ba.. so am looking forward to his treat!!! heh heh.

and lastly.. i've got my suntec privilege card... ta-dah.....................

hahahaaa... my suntec card!!! am entitled to discounts on f&b, electronics, and apparels!! hee..

gonna zzzz now. still gotta wake up at 6.30am tmr!!!

2005-07-25T00:27:00.000+08:00

its not as bad as i thought. the dinner with ms luk went well though not many people turn up. thought it will be quite awkward cause did not talk to each other for around 1 year le and we are not that close la. but we talked about everything under the sun. she seems more kai lang now cause...... se ppl---> you guys wanna know the reason???!!! heh heh.. gimme a buzz la..

and she commented that i lost some weight!! i actually look slimmer!!! hahahaaaa... i seriously think i was slimmer 1 year ago and getting fatter now loh. BUT but but..... i still choose to believe her!!! hahahaaa.... she have not see me for a year le so her words can be trusted. and i wore white today. by right i should look fatter but she COMMENTED i look SLIMMER!!! hahahaa~~~ was so happy... am happy now still!!!! lalalalalaaa... can gorge on my food le!! hahaa... must maintain!! cant afford to grow horizontally le.

went to ms cartel. xuan din manage to talk to us. only show face to chat awhile and took pictures.. and back she went to her kitchen and nua!!! apparently she is very busy today!! she said that she is making sandwiches today but i looked around and did not see any people eating sandwiches loh. haiz. she even asked her colleague to pass the sims 2 to me.

am looking forward to the wed concert in nus!! going with xuan!! and gonna meet her again to eat in siglap too. hahaa.

was not in the mood to sing this afternoon. went sunlight with brian, yiren and hanjie. kinda sianz of ktv leh. always singing the same songs!! sing until no feelings le!! hahaaa. always go ktv with them.. then kept singing the same songs.. abit stupid.. only enjoy 2 songs by landy.

and i am going to call the apple service care tmr!! my ipod has decided to die on me few days back!!! felt so handicapped w/o my ipod. saw the webbie and realise that it cost A$147.50 to change a stupid battery loh. so damn ex!!! they are really alot of money.

2005-07-23T23:29:00.000+08:00

been lazy to blog lately. anyway i have nothing much to blog about too. not much of happenings to talk about. just that went to cheesecake cafe with xuan on thursday night. nua there for about 2++ hours. ate the blueberry cheesecake while she had strawberry cheesecake. still prefers the rum&raisins de. ordered mushroom chicken pie and a plate of fries. guess what??!!! the plate of fries costs us $7.90 loh. wth. super ex. even more ex than the bloody piece of cheesecake. hahaha. other special about the fries leh. hmmmz. quite ex. even the mushroom chicken pie is cheaper. around 45% cheaper loh. xuan date me again next week to siglap. hahhaaa. think i can die there le. kept going that area these few weeks.

and also, have promised bryan to meet him for dinner next week in siglap!!! going to the killiney kopitiam to eat their fishball noodles. suppose to treat that lousy bryan BUT my budget for him is only $3!! hahhaaa. he will have to pay the extras. i dont care!!!
think i should seriously consider to buy a house in siglap area. can discuss with my mum huh. if i really stay there, i will be the regular customer of the ccc!! confirm will grow fat de. heard that there's this very nice indian food there too.

finally going to meet ms luk for dinner tmr night in ms cartel. after days of liasing, getting the time n day fixed. haiz. just a small group of ppl and yet i took 4 days to settle everything. damn sianz.

and not forgetting the NYPWO came back from the World's Music Competition(WMC) with a gold medal. hmmmmz. heard that the school gather people to welcome them back yesterday. its really super kua zhang. cant stop laughing. but good for them la. they prove themselves and get a gold medal back. but seriously, how many schools were been listed in the final round?? cause i learnt from han that when he join the wmc with ntu band, there were only 2 schools competing for the gold medal. so... well... ntu got it la!!
so was wondering how many schools are competing for the medal in the final round loh. i seriously think that not many schools in singapore will take part in wmc. they need to be there for at least 10 days!! the air tix, accomodation, food, transport, etc etc all needs $$$$$!! how many schools will actually subsidise their students to those trips. and please note that the band needs at least 50 pple??

just a rough estimation:-
flute: ~10
piccolo: ~1
clarinet: ~15
oboe: ~2
bassoon: ~2
trumpet: ~4-5
baritones & euphoniums: ~3-4
trombones: ~4-5
saxophones: ~5-6
french horns: ~5
tuba: ~1
percussion: ~3-4

this is only the rough estimation la huh. already exceeded 50 people can!!!! can you guys the imagine the amount of money that the school need to subsidise???!!! bloody rich!!!! the school is definitely making lotsa money!!

gonna ask zhihui out for dinner soon.. wanna see pics and hear the interesting story. and most importantly the present ba.. hahahaa... hope he buys something back. cause he brought a few grands there to spend.

gonna announce to the world!!! especially to that lousy yiru!!! i am reading angels and demons by dan brown. interesting book. about religion and science. caught my attention. am already half way thru. going to read it now. gonna read da vinci code soon after i am done with angels and demons.

take care guys~~~~ nitex~~~~~

2005-07-18T23:07:00.000+08:00

i am so damn sleepy now. zzzz at 3am last night and woke up at 7am. was watching this korean movie!!! wah. super nice!!! super sad!!! i cried like hell!! hahahaa. very sad story!! its based on a true story. haiz. cant imagine how the guy survived. if i am the guy, i will be so so so sad and heart-broken. thanks to the movie, woke up with puffy eyes. my eyes was half closed from the moment i wake up. walked and worked with my eyes half closed. tmr still gotta reach my workplace at 8.30am. which means i gotta zzzzz super early. if not i will be a walking corpse le.

i hate to be the organiser!!!! i really hate it. need to liaise with so many people. need to find out which day is more convienent for majority. need to inform all the people that will be going. need to decide on the place. need to make reservations. so troublesome!!!! so mafan!!! haiz...

ms luk is finally back in singapore. she will be here for 1-2 weeks before flying off to usa again. which means someone gotta organise an outing, dinner or whatsoever to do meet her and do some catching up. and i guess that lousy job lies on me again!!! cant be xuan cause she is quite insociable. hahahaa. cant be adam cause he is tekong!! cant be jinghui, joshua, ruiqi nor the 3 muskesteers!!! arrrghhhh!! this is super sucky. i have being organising outings and gatherings ever since i join se. and now things dont seem to stop. i am still the one doing all these shit!!!! the gathering must consist of adam. thats for sure!! cause ms luk loves to make fun of him. initially wanna organise it on this coming thursday but adam cant make it. change to friday BUT majority of the people cant make it!! wth... really wth loh. super sianz now. also dont know when will she be flying off. no one knows and i dont want to call her. so how??!! guess i gotta try organising it on saturday or sunday night le. if you guys still cant make it, then i really give up!!!

something happen at work. hmmmz.. make me more sianz!!!!! haiz!!! shall not talk about it!!!

went for lesson today. skipped 2 weeks of lessons le. finally went to collect my notes. hahaa. sat with novi. haiz. she best loh. did not even sign up for lessons and join the class. best!!!! i really hate paper 2.4. financial dont know what shit. hahaha.. cant remember. all those idiotic net present values, discount factor!!! a hell lot of formulaes!!! all those financial stuff!!! super dry!!! super boring. always fail the tests in poly, and now i am face with this lousy stuff again. dont know how badly am i going to fail in exams!!! sianz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and my lousy elder sister called me at around 8pm asking where am i. cause she wants to go east coast to have seafood, and was wondering whether can i meet her??!! i thought she is going to pick me up loh. i am all ready to leave the class le and she said that she's already in east coast. stupid!!! make me droolz only loh. where got this kinda of sister de. i dont like her!!! sobz!!

only 1 thing brighten up my day today. and that's my beloved xuan sms!!!!! haiz. she only sms me at night. should msg me early in the morning or afternoon ma. hahahaaa.. but am glad!!! she wanna go ccc to have the delicious and yummy cc!!!! yay!!!! she date me!!! she date me to siglap ccc again!!!! am so happy!!!!! so guys... i am going to ccc to have my cc on this coming thursday!!! i dont wanna care about the gathering le. since i am not free on thursday for some better reasons!!!! hahahahahaaaaaa....

2005-07-14T22:32:00.000+08:00

hmmz. finally back to blog about my cheesecake cafe in siglap...

suppose to meet xuan at 7pm in siglap cartel. actually i wanted to take a cab from suntec to siglap de cause i dont know how to reach that ulu place. dont know which bus to take. but in the end, i took a train to kembangan and WALK to siglap cartel!!! pls notice the word 'WALK'!!!! it was an half hour walk. walked through the whole stretch of frankel ave. so bloody far. according to the map drew by my boss, i am suppose to turn left upon reaching east coast road, within 5 minutes walk, the cheesecake cafe will be in sight. and i saw the cc cafe!! looks cool!! hee. so continued to walk straight to cartel. reached there at 7pm sharp. and that lousy xuan was more than half an hour late, as usual. haiz. i saw thai express and i wanted to have thai express for dinner but xuan wanted cartel. hmmmz. guess she miss her friends there. so decided to give in to her. settled for cartel for dinner. i ordered the chicken macaroni with mozarella cheese and she ordered her waffle. BUT BUt BUT....... we only paid for the chicken macaroni!! which is $11.50.

my chicken macaroni with mozarella cheese!!!!!!!!!!!!! very cheesy!! quite a big serving. din manage to finish it. too full le. we paid for this.

xuan's waffle with ice-cream and peaches!! kope abit from her. tastes good. she almost finish the whole damn thing la. waffle freak. hmmmz. we did not pay for that.

and just that i thought they have served all of our food. here comes the.........

smoothie!!!! actually the strawberry smoothie was served first. dare not drink cause her colleagues make for her de. so yah... but to my surprise the mango passion smoothie found its way to our table too!! hahahaa. i had that cause i dont like strawberry flavoured food. 2 smoothies on the house~~~

we stayed there for almost 2 hours!! i was looking through xuan's nafa notes. her course of study seems so interesting. music leh. hmmmz. was reading thru her notes. realise that there was a short period called Galant. in between classical and romantic period. hmmmz. interesting!!! i din know that. only know there's romantic, classical, baroque. kinda of feel happy for her. think she really made the right step, she's working towards her goal. but i am not. haiz.
one of her assignment was to interview me. asking questions about her. they need a outsider's point of view in relating her thoughts, actions and behaviour. great!! i am her chosen candidate. thanks to her. now i gotta do a essay about her. damn. arrrghhhh.

at around 9pm, her colleague reminded us about their cakes selling at 50% discount. so i bought.....

chicago cheesecake and oreo cheesecake!!!!! heh heh. only paid $4+ for 2 slices of cheesecakes. it would have cost me almost $10 before 9pm loh. good deal.

xuan bought hers too. and before we leave cartel....

ta-dah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

another free drink!!!!! i dont know whats that call. but its a kinda of chocolate drink with lotsa lotsa oreo chips in it. we drank abit and threw it away. hahahaaa. both of us are too full to finish the drink.

we proceeded to the famous cheesecake cafe in siglap!!!!

sorry that this picture looks kinda blur. hahahaa. nice place. nice look. nice ambience!!

since me and xuan were so damn full from our dinner in cartel. we decided to order 1 slice of cheesecake. alot of varieties. xuan suggested to order...

the rum & raisin cheesecake!!! i tell you guys!! its so damn nice loh. really feel like heaven man. even xuan thinks so too. its the nicest cheesecake that i ever had!!! thumbs up!!! thumbs up!!!!!

cheesecakes from cheesecake cafe are really really very different from the others. think i will not settle for any cheesecakes other than the ccc in siglap le.

think it really worth the price loh. 1 slice of cheesecake cost us around $8+. with $8++ i can buy 2 cheesecakes from cartel leh. BUT i will definitely spend $8++ on 1 slice of cheesecake in ccc!!! hahahahaaaa... will definitely go back again!!! my boss told me today that their signature cheesecake is the pineapple-jelly top soft cc. hmmmz. will definitely go back and try that soon!!!! hahahhaaaa. xuan-----> go again k??? at most i foot the bill. we can have the other sides too.

went back at around 10.30 if not xuan cant catch the last bus. and oh yah. i have a direct bus to siglap. heh heh. making my life easier if i go ccc next time. can save on cab fare and have 1 more slice of cc. hahahaa.

must go on a crash diet for the next few days to shed off the fats and calories intake for yesterday.

and yah.. there's something very wrong with my ipod!!! arrghhhh... sucks man!!! still trying to figure it out. guess there's no ipod for me for the next few days le. must bring along my nokia earpiece to work le. *cryz*

2005-07-12T20:56:00.000+08:00

xuan is not working and yet she is not online. hmmmz.

shall blog more tmr when i am back from cheesecake cafe in siglap!! heh heh heh... cant wait!! my cheesecake!!!! *droolz*

2005-07-11T23:20:00.000+08:00

its monday again!! but no monday blues for me!!! heh heh.. kinda of enjoying my life now. enjoying my work, everything!! so life is good! no complains!!!! i am a happy girl~~and oh yah.. have recovered 90% since the day i fell sick. finally back to my normal self after 1 whole week.

met up with xuan for a movie today after my work. apparently she's also working today. she's been posted to cartel in marina square. so near my workplace!!! hahahaa. no more eastside cartel for her le. but she missed her colleagues there leh. she's going back to visit them on wed when me and her plan to dine in the cheesecake cafe in siglap. heard they serve really really nice cheesecakes!!! but quite expensive too.. $8+++ for a small piece of cheesecake. cant wait~~~heh heh...

by the way, me and xuan watched

fantastic 4 is not really that fantastic la. hahahaaa. storyline abit wu liao.

and oh yah.. its been ages since i last been to marina square. since it is under renovation, therefore i avoided that place for almost a year and a half?? around there la.
i must say i was lost in ms loh. cant find gv!! the whole shopping mall so bloody big and yet they do not have directions to indicate the locations of their shops. was walking round and round. even xuan was lost. so i am not the lousy one. i sneak my dinner in. hahaa. very hungry la and i dont feel like eating nachos. bought this burger from this fastfood called Carl Jr. 1 meal cost me $11!!!!!!! so damn ex!!! but the burger is really very big. took almost an hr to eat it, the movie started at around 6.50pm, i stopped eating the burger at around 7.40pm!! i am serious!! xuan wanted to buy her m&m's plain chocolates from gv BUT it cost her $3!!! so bloody ex too!!! so in the end, she decided not to buy it. $3 for a m&m chocs is far far too ex le!! 300% more ex leh!! siaoz. gv is really making hell alot of money loh.

after the movie, xuan suggested going giant to shop. we cant even find the place. hahahaa. managed to find the place in the end la. she bought her pandan swiss roll and i bought my yoghurt!!!! yummy!!!! gonna eat my yoghurt before going to zzzzz....

nitex ppl~~~

2005-07-08T23:10:00.000+08:00

hmmmz.. still feeling sick though my fever has subsided. zzzz the whole day yesterday, only wake up to blog as you guys can see la huh. was feeling quite shiok to nua at home. my mum prepared my favourite birdnest for me!!! yay!! seeing that i am so sick!! was drinking a hell lot of that!! i simply love birdnest loh!!! always bug my mum to cook birdnest for me de. thank god that i fall sick if not i dont have the privilege to drink the delicious yummified birdnest! and my lousy dad bought my favourite durians too!! my mum scolded him for buying durians to tempt me knowing that i am so terribly sick!! hahaaa. but i cant resist temptations la. i ate a hell lotsa durians too!! hahahaaa. then my whole family ended up having porridge cause of me. hmmmz. so sorry!! and yah, my lousy younger sister brought ROYCE chocolates back!!! damn!! my favourite chocolates too!!! how can i resist chocolates, furthermore its ROYCE chocolates loh!!! i ate 2 pieces!! heh heh. must control abit if not my condition get worse and i will die. my voice already super cannot make it le.
ate my medicine and soon after that, i was coughing quite badly when i was about to zzzz. i dont know why. ended up with a terrible sore throat. i cant even swallow my own saliva. the next morning i found her sleeping next to me. hmmmz. was abit gan dong. sleeping beside me to ensure that i am alright. haiz. should treat her better!!

took cab to work today cause i cant wake up on time. guess too tired ba. still feeling quite sick ma.. bought sandwich to eat as i need to take my medication. assisted for the whole day cause dr wong dont let me answer the calls cause he says that i sounded like A DUCK!! i sounded like a DUCK leh!! how you imagine how bad it is!! A DUCK QUACKS loh!! me sounded like a DUCK meaning i am QUACKING loh!! super diaoz!! i think my voice is quite ok loh. not that bad what!! think at most i can sing ah-du's songs. hahhaaa.. so sunday shall sing ah du's songs!!

after work, went starbucks with dr wong to have a drink. he insisted that i eat something cause i din eat anything for the whole day other than my breakfast. we talked quite abit. think he's quite stress over the partnership!! its all because of that lousy lady boss loh!! actually she is just like an assistant like us. the company employ her as an assistant. and just because that her husband is also one of the partners. therefore she likes to throw her weight around. she's been giving dr wong alot of problems!! hmmmz.. i cant do much. can only listen. from what i know, she has 16 years of experience!! sounds like she's an old bird huh. but she also knows nothing about assisting loh. she only has 5-6 years of assisting experience. the last 10 years she was doing co-ordinating work. no need to assist at all de loh. super cmi!!! haiz.. worse than us!! heard from dr wong that when she assist, she always drop things de. haiz.. at least i wun let that kinda things happen la. lousy!!! think i am better than her loh. shall stop complaining. feeling drowsy after taking the medicine. gonna zzzz le~~~~~~~ nitex ppl!!!!

2005-07-07T14:42:00.000+08:00

been feeling quite sick for the past few days. was coughing and sneezing non-stop for the past few days. saw the doc yesterday and was diagnosed with acute flu. hmmmz. was feeling very cold and my body aches. i din want to have the mc cause i felt ok other than the cough and the running nose. ate the 4 medicine as prescribed and i felt better. but who knows, in the middle of the night, i felt warm, having severe body aches, terrible headache, and this acute pain from my chest and stomach. i cant even zzzz so went to suntec early in the morning at around 8.45am. wanna see the doc again. wanna ask him what the hell happen to me. was perspiring like hell but i felt cold! you guys know that kinda of feeling rite. very contradicting. anyway, the doc said that my fever did not subside, in fact it went up to almost 39 degree celsius!! i was like quite diaoz. din know i have such a high fever. he gave me 2 more medicine. a stronger painkiller and a stronger fever medicine. now i have 6 kinds of medicines to take. sounded abit too much le. but i wanna recover asap!! still going to have nydc for dinner tmr de. sobz.

went to dalene's wedding dinner on tuesday night at grand hyatt. its very nice!! think the ambience is so much better than the fullerton's ballroom. but the food... hmmmmz... so so only la. i only like the prawns, chicken and the dessert.
saw all my ex-colleagues and ex-bosses from kpmg. hmmmz. that lousy manager of mine asked me how's my exams and when will i be joining them again? i dont really care la. was quite fu1 yan3 in answering her. saw my beloved charles mah and roger tan!! they really liven up the whole atmosphere.
dalene looked so happy during the solemnisation and the marching in. hmmmz. guess a woman really look their best on her wedding day. she was smiling non-stop. can see that she is really very happy.

that lousy groom gave a speech and it ended with this sentence, "my beloved dalene, i love you forever!" haiz. how many times must i say love dont last!!!! he jolly well can say that "my beloved dalene, i love you" and thats it!!! full-stop!!! why must he go and spoil it all by adding the FOREVER!!! haiz.

and after so many days of consideration, i have decided not to job hop le. since i am more or less settled down with my current job. i guess i shall stay loh. no reason for me to leave la. my mum supports my decision so i guess.... yah.. i will reject keat's offer. gonna call bruce to give him the answer soon le!!

2005-07-03T22:58:00.000+08:00

kope from xuan this link from her blog again. hahaaa

here's the results!!

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

The Real You

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.

You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.

You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.

Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?

Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

2005-07-03T22:32:00.000+08:00

after so long, i finally managed to watch

its a so-so movie la. very different from what ttc has described. i dont think i will spend $$ to watch it the second time loh. hmmz.. ttc---> you watch with a girl the second time huh?? from what i know, i dont think you will spend that kinda money to watch this movie the second time leh. its not THAT exciting afterall.

anyway, i nua in paragon the whole saturday afternoon. bought 2 tops and a bag from projectshop!!! kinda broke now. still gotta attend a wedding dinner this tuesday night. dont know what to wear!! wear a dress??? a simple top and a skirt?? or formal working clothings??? arrrghhh... what bag to carry and what shoes to go with my attire??? damn.. this is irritating!!! still needa give red packet. still owe my boss 1 lunch. haiz... must really scrimp for the rest of the month le and now is only the 3rd of july loh. feeling so pathetic now.

going to zzzz soon!!! feeling very sleepy!! though i woke up at 3pm today. hahahaa. still gotta call yingkeat tmr to talk some things out before me making a decision. hmmmmz..

2005-07-02T01:03:00.000+08:00

finally get to meet my beloved lousy xuan for dinner ever since she started working!! miss her a hell lot man!!!! as usual she is always late. supposed to meet her at 7pm de. called her up at 6.20pm and to my 'surprised' she is still at home. hmmmz... she decided to nua in starbucks to read my magazine while waiting for her. she finally reached at 7.35pm!! haiz... i din flare up la.. talk awhile and went to marche. hmmmz.. she's craving for the calamari but too bad.. there's a super duper long queue loh. both of us almost fainted when we saw the queue. oh yah.. i bought this pack of lollipops from starbucks cause it looks cute!! gave xuan 1 lollipop. hee..

anyway, both of us decided to scout for food near the fountain of wealth. settled on this thai restaurant known as the Siam Kitchen. it kinda tempt us coz we there's this eat-all-you-can-dinner-buffet. hahaaa. and its only like $20++ per pax. being there the first time, we were trying to order the food that we wanna eat as there are about 20 dishes listed in the menu. to our surprise, they will serve us all the 20 dishes once we decided to have the dinner buffet.

people. please get a pail in front of yourself!! dont drool ya...

here goes the pics..........

this is the thai crackers!! hahaaa.. more like the normal prawn crackers!! the appetiser. we kept munching on that.

they started serving the food. this is only the first part.

second serving...

third serving

the final serving!!!! hahahaaaa....

here's the overall picture...

alot of food rite??!!! it covered the whole damn table. spent an hour plus there eating and talking. did not manage to finish the food. hell too much le. but its kinda worth it la. i mean we paid $22 for trying 20 dishes. hmmmz.. can go back and try their ala carte dishes.

after dinner, we went to mango and shop. i tried 4 tops while xuan tried 2. hmmz.. din manage to get anything from there la.. so hmmmmz... went back home after that. and oh yah.. i almost forgot.. i took this nice pic of xuan..

nice rite?? i like this pic alot!! but she doesnt. she kept saying that its ugly which i dont really understand why. hmmmz..

*yawnz* gotta zzzzz... still gotta work tmr morning. zzzzZZZzz..

2005-06-26T20:54:00.000+08:00

i have a difficult decision to make. hmmmz... yingkeat(yk) wants me to work for her in her clinic. arrghhh. she said she can gimme a much higher pay, better leave incentives, better benefits, etc. told me that they do implants and done grafting almost everyday, hmmmz.. can really learn alot leh... can see that she just dont want me to work for dr wong. she even called bruce to arrange an interview for me on thursday. hmmmz. so i am supposed to go to paragon for the interview with bruce alone. cause yk is not in singapore. damn. she sounded serious this time.

yk kinda 'scolded' me cause i did not tell her that i quit my job in kpmg. and now, i rather choose work in other people's clinic than to work for her. can see that she is seriously in need of staff as she has 2 clinics to handle now. but i did not want to work for the people i know le. cause in her clinic i already know 3 bosses. kinda of like pulling strings again. i did not want history to repeat itself again thats why i did not approach yk in the first place. i mean if anything goes wrong, they will point fingers at yk cause she receommended me to work for them. and i personally dont feel good about leaving my current job just like that. hmmmz.. its true that i have just started working for around 2 weeks and am still under probation, i can leave just like that without any notice but it just dont reflect good on me leh. my current bosses are quite good. both of them are giving me time to adapt to their working styles. hmmmz.. if i work with yk, i will have no problems working with her and jonathan, and thats an advantage la. haiz. why suddenly gimme this stupid problem to think about?!! i really dont know how to explain things to her leh. i rather maintain this friendship than ruin it at work. furthermore, today is her last day. i worked with her for the last time after 4 yrs!! kinda sad. cause this means i wont get to see her that often le. haiz. but i guess i gotta go for the interview with bruce on thursday la.

i wonder if most guys are insensitive creatures??!!! i am just wondering la huh. think guys are super insensitive, those sensitive are confirm gays man!! hmmmz.. receive a sms from adam last night, he apologised to me and ask me to call him back when i am free. i did not reply his sms. i dont know what to reply. neither did i call him cause i dont know what to say to him. i dont know why in the first place is he apologising to me. what if he dont want to carry on with our friendship??? i confirm will be utterly disappointed de. i know i am being pessimistic here but i dont know what else to think about le. thats why i have been holding back to call him. haiz... guess i am still not ready to talk ba.

2005-06-25T22:55:00.000+08:00

i am proud of myself!!! i took bus to work everyday this week!!! hahaa.. *gives myself a pat* i am quite amazed too. no cabs for me for the entire week.. if this carries on, i will be filthy rich le!!! hahhaaa...

yiru finally have the time to meet me for dinner(she treated me dinner!!!! that's a big² news!!!) on friday and i suggested to catch a movie after that. both of us decided to settle for....

what can i say about this movie.. it simply.......... sucks loh!!!! super lousy movie.. i was smsing my friends, leaning on yr's shoulders, fidgeting around!!! almost fell asleep. guys dont ever think about watching it. simply dont worth the money!!!!

after the movie, me and yiru went to this tower five lobby to have a heart-to-heart talk. cause we din want to spend money on drinks in cafes. so stand up and talk for almost two hours!! it's kinda weird cause i am not really that close to her but hmmmz felt quite comfortable with her leh. she's a good listener and adviser la.. she confessed that she din really like me when she first saw me. hahahaa. cause i was the president of strings and during that time she was quite sianz of strings. so i suay² became the scapegoat!! i also din know her existence in strings cause normally i will have adam to settle the cellists for me... hahaa.. but glad that things are so much better now la.. hee...

was quite a busy day today. i dont why i am so suay, always kena last minute walkin patients wanting to see the doctors!! arrghhh... this is so unfair!! and i left in a rush without cleaning the used instruments and chair. gotta go to work at 8am just to clear everything before seeing the 1st patient on monday. i saw my sec 4 form teacher today!!! her husband came for treatment!! she's pregnant.. she recognised me!! and remembered my name!! i am so so surprised cause i changed quite alot. have a quick talk with her. she and her husband came back later for treatment cause i gotta see the appt cases 1st. it's good to see her again man!!! bringing back memories again.

anyway was suppose to meet this lousy guy for movie but he put aeroplane. i hate these kinda people!!! esp guys!!! say stay at home very sianz wanna watch movie, after confirming then say feel sick dont wanna watch. best loh. i mean he cant suddenly feel sick within 2 hour's time loh. guys' words really cant be trusted!!! i will never watch movie alone with him again le!! never!!! but still i gotta say thanks to him la.. cause after work, dr wong bought me lunch.. went to this new pace called the imperial something² teochew restaurant.. nice food.. affordable price so can dine there the next time. so i must really say a BIG THANK YOU to him, if he din 'FEEL' sick suddenly i wont have a free lunch!!!

2005-06-23T21:35:00.000+08:00

hee... copy this link from xuan's blog!!! have fun drawing pigs and have your personality analyse....

click here to draw.

2005-06-23T21:25:00.000+08:00

been feeling quite proud of myself cause been taking bus to work for the 3 days le. heh heh.. its quite a big accomplishment.. must keep up with the good work. been feeling quite tired for the past week, zzzzing at around 10am everyday BUT i still cant wake up at 7.30am. always have to drag myself out of bed. i really dont know why, 9 hours plus of zzzz and i am not satisfied??!! hmmmmz... call me a pig!!

quite happy with the working environment, they treat me quite good except for the lousy lady boss la. have learnt a few new stuff ever since i join. like taking xrays for the back teeth, taking orthopanographic for the whole damn mouth. hahahaaaa... interesting!!! din get to learn all these in the previous clinic. still trying my best to get use to their working styles. dr seow very dependent on us, so gotta learn his style fast!! but for dr wong, he's very diy!! good in a sense but i will really have to observe his style. hmmmz... but he's good la.. easier to get along, always have things to talk abt and he send me back home too~~~ hahahaaa. fast and comfortable!!! been quite busy in the afternoons. always running around, no time to rest but this is so much better than my previous desk-bound job. can interact with people.

i want movies!!! i din watch movies for around 2 weeks le!! its a record!!! sobz.. i want movies!!! xuan!!! where you??!!

2005-06-22T00:43:00.000+08:00

ta-dah!!!! my new blogskin.. looks so much nicer rite?? hee~~~ like this layout.it caught my attention when i saw the cute little tatty sitting in front of the piano. brought back some memories... still remember when i first started learning the piano.. i was so so short that i need to stack 2 thick books of yellow pages in order to place my hands properly on the keys. hahhaaa.. always swinging my legs in the air. memories~~~ that was like 17+++ years ago!!! hmmmz.. feeling kinda old now..
and finally uploaded landy's song.. kinda like this song now. guys, do give some comments on the layout(ie. the font, fontsize, colours, etc) ya..

think i am a subway freak now.. been having subway everyday as dinner.. kinda of expensive but i like it.. diligently collecting the stamps!!! need 2 more stamps to redeem a 12-inch subway!!! *droolz* cant wait.. hee... gonna get my teeth clean tmr... been thinking whether should i wear braces for the second time. i din know the importance of wearing retainers!! to make things worse, i did not extract any teeth and that makes the relapse process faster!! sucks! the cost of braces cost ard $1k+ and the whole process will be within 6 months!!! which means i gotta bear with the sore feeling.. going through the pain of wearing elastic bands AND i will look ugly!!!! yucks!!! cant smile tt often le... hmmmz...

i shld be asleep by now. went to bed at 10pm. been tossing and turning, trying my best to fall asleep but i cant!!! so decided to blog. hahaa. gotta zzzz in another 1 hour' time.. if not gonna go to work by cab le..

2005-06-20T22:52:00.000+08:00

lousy yiru!!!!!!!!! this word describes you the best loh!!!! suppose to meet me for lunch today at 12.30pm huh.. called you at 12.20 and you are still at home sleeping??!!! best!!! i really have nothing to say loh. think you must be feeling damn guilty loh. i dont care!!! you owe lunch!! it will be better if you dont turn up for our lunch date on this coming thursday.. cause i dont mind getting a bigger treat from you loh. *bleah*

done the filling today. to my horror, the white filling on my 47 came off!! and i din know.. hahaa.. got it replaced.. the problem comes when he's doing my 36. arrghhh... apparently there's this whole blob of white filling stuff inside my teeth. he kept drilling!! even gave me an injection. for the second time in my life, i experience the numb sensation. hahahaa.. he drilled bit by bit cause he was afraid to expose the pulp. but apparently he saw the pulp!!! haiz.. to deep le.. he put this protective lining followed by the silver colour filling which looks damn ugly... hopefully its reversible pulpitis!!! praying so darn hard loh.. i dont wanna do root canal treatment.. it sucks!!! sobz.. he was cursing and swearing when he do the filling for me.. saying that he will definitely scold jon for doing that lousy filling me!!! haiz.. everything is too late now le.. what done cant be undone.. so i gotta live with that lousy filling le. *cryz* cant blame dr wong.. according to him he has already tried his utmost best to salvage my tooth.. hmmz.. just hope for the best!!

planning to watch alot like love with yr and xy tmr!!! hope can watch hor!! yr u know what i mean huh.. hahhaaaa~~~ see ya guys tmr...

2005-06-17T23:06:00.000+08:00

my stupid 36 has been feeling sensitive recently. i mean its getting from bad to worse now. i cant even drink cold water now. cant eat on my left side. by the way, 36 is this tooth on the lower left.. the last third molar from the back including the wisdom tooth. melvin did the filling for me 3 yrs back.. jonathan redo the filling for me cause i complained about the pain. it got better till last december. did a little touch up on the white filling, it last till now. hmmmz... dr wong took an xray of that stupid 36.. and only then i realise that the filling is near the pulp... pulp=nerves
sucks loh.. i know the hole is deep but i did not realise that its so bloody deep.. almost fainted when i saw the xray.. cryz.. gonna take xray of my 46 on mon cause it is starting to give me problems le.. arrghhhh. anyway dr wong suggested that he will drill away the filling and cover up with a temporary filling to monitor the condition. and he wanted to give me an injection.. i was like hmmmmz... hahahaa... shocked... rather do without the injection though it will be very very sensitive.
if everything is ok, then he will do the permanent filling for me. i know silver colour filling is best for me but i juz die die want the white coloured filling. silver filling looks ugly though its stronger. haiz... shall see how it goes.. hope it haven reaches the nerves yet, if not i gotta do the root canal treatment followed by a crown...
and oh yah.. THINK i saw the tip of my wisdom tooth... woohooo.. cant really confirm cause it only capture the top enamel of my wisdom tooth.. hahhaaaa... ask dr wong to confirm and he said most prob it is my wisdom tooth!!!!!! yay!!!!! finally!!!! after my long awaited day, i saw some light!!! cause my wisdom tooth is not impacted, i will not know their existence till i took xrays. was abit sad cause it did not come out.. it most prob buried under my gums and that means that it will not give me any problems.. *sigh* i have been wanting to do the surgery to remove my 2 lower wisdom teeth.. i want to do the surgery!!! have told dr wong and he promised to do the surgery for me if my wisdom teeth are present. so please pray hard for me!! i want to do the surgery!!! hahahaaa... i know i sounded crazy even dr wong said that i am pian4 tai4...

been feeling quite restless recently.. feeling tired and sleepy... gonna zzzz soon le... tmr gotta start work at 10...

2005-06-16T23:22:00.000+08:00

*cryz* lousy xuan!!! lousy cafe cartel!! xuan's lousy job deprives me of her again. suppose to meet her for movie tonight but apparently she is too tired to meet me. haiz.. movies anyone?? no one to watch movie with me le. she said she needa work and save for her course fees and her expenses. awwww... dont like her.. it means that my swiss culture~~~ haiz... she dont answer my calls now cause she is busy working.. arrghhhh. i miss her!!!! cryz..

met up with mich, xy ad cy in suntec(after my work). they wanna eat kenny rogers. hmmmz.. dont really like the food there leh.. i wanted nydc but mich juz had it for dinner the day before.. and they are not the cheese lovers so i cant persuade them to dine in swiss culture. hahaaa.. went to starbucks and nua.. gossiped quite alot. apparently they are trying to get new gossips from me.. cause my buddies lead quite a happening life!!! hahahaaa... too bad man.. i cant tell them.. i only clarify things to them as the news they've heard is totally off!! any gossips are juz gossips, i cant tell u guys much too. cause it affects the reputation. so u guys juz find out for yourselves ya.

went to pay my outstanding starhub bills yesterday. hmmmz.. i only owe them $90++ and they do not allow me to make outgoing calls and to send smses.. forgot to pay ma.. not on purpose also. so for the past 2 days, i cant call nor send smses. quite shiok la.. coz i'm quite lazy to reply smses, only entertain phone calls nowadays. my friends have been complaining about me not replying to their smses.. hahaaa.. sorry guys.. i am just lazy... just try to tell me everything in 1 sms or juz gimme a buzz.. sometimes i find that there miscommunication problems when smsing. have to exchange 4-5 smses each to confirm everything and thats around 50c and it takes time.. cause i am slow in replying smses. whereas talking on the phone is different, faster and it might cost even less. starhub goes by per second billing, definitely cheaper as compared to smses. so just call me... dont ever blame me if i dont reply your smses ya.

been working for 4 days, and i never fail to take cab to work. hahaaaa. lazy... haiz.. spend all my money on cabs. really must kick this bad habit.

2005-06-14T23:28:00.000+08:00

finally get to see the wife of one of my boss. hmmmz.. dont have a good impression about her. she seems friendly but i think she is not a simple girl. must be careful of her. she treated us to crystal jade for lunch. ate 10 over dishes of dim sum till i wanna puke. so darn full and yet she till keep stuffing me food. want me to grow fat also not this way rite!!! she must be jealous of my figure. *blushing* hahahaaa.. that's why kept feeding me. dont want her husband to flirt with me. hahaaa... cant be bothered!! her hubby no good.. i prefer dr wong. the moment she reached the clinic. can hear her voice loh. was talking so bloody loud. then act like our boss!! sucks!! lady boss so what??!! say the cupboard so messy, then ask us to clear away all the rubbish. telling us how we shld do things. saying that we must keep the environment clean, must create the homely feeling. keep emphasizing that things over in tanglin so neat and tidy cause she is there to clean the place, vacuum the floor, clear rubbish. said that over in suntec we are very fortunate to have cleaners. puiz. sounds more like a maid to me. tanglin super messy also loh. went there once. hmmmz.. the cupboard was so messy till i cannot find the things. have the urge to re-arrange everything. can you imagine how bad it is!!
then continue to say the table is dirty. i cant even spot a speck of dust loh. then sherry also quite sianz. so both of us just spring-clean the whole darn place. for the first time, i am using cif(known as jif previously). i was like giving sherry the blur look. hahaaaa. then she told me how to use. i dont even do all this at home loh. use cif???!!! no way!! but i wore gloves so my hands are protective to those harmful contents. while we are cleaning, the lady boss went to the reception area to clear the stuff.. cant be bothered!! arrrghhhh. was telling me the things that i know. haiz.. kept saying xiao3 mei4 try do this, xiao mei try to do that. try your stupid head. and i am not a xiao mei!! i dont have a name is it???! i was giving her the sianz look throughout!!!
suddenly she wanna do the root canal treatment cause her hubby is there.. i dont even wanna assist so asked sherry to do the assisting while i sit outside and rot.
praying hard that she dont come down to suntec that often. more work for us to do!!

huifen waited for me outside the clinic. went down to ftms as she's signing up as a student there.. cool!! fen accompanying me.. she spent almost $2k on three papers plus revisionl classes. i signed up for paper 2.4 class and revision classes for 2.4 and 2.1, and it already adds up to $1k++!! so ex!!!! gonna pay hundred over pounds in august for the exam fees le. haiz.. money suckers.
went to fish&co. for our dinner. had seafood platter and alcoholic drinks. they dont have oysters!!! sobz. kinda miss the oysters. haiz. anway fen did most of the eating cause i am quite full.. hahahaaa.. went to ps to shop around, pay bills and bought earrings. heh heh. was quite proud of myself. starhub bill for this month is only $37++!!! did not even hit $40!!! hohohohoooo.. miracle. first time ever. waiting for my m1 bill now. tink m1 more ex coz i oso dunno why. always adds up to $50++ de. gonna cancel it once the contract is up!!

*yawnz* going to sleep le. dont wanna take a cab to work again. spend all my money on cabs. i mean its not that i start work super early. tmr starting work at 10am. trust me. i am gonna go there by cab again le.

2005-06-13T23:36:00.000+08:00

*yawnz* slept at almost 3++ yesterday morning and woke up at 7am... was almost falling asleep while working with jonathan. kept yawning.. think he saw it too.. thats why he's quite fast today. kinda of diy for him. too tired to pay attention to what he needs. was feeling quite awake for the whole day, its only i feel tired when i work with him. hahaaa.. weird.

today is my official day at work. i was on time i reached at 8.25am as told. but apparently the patient was already waiting for me!! hahaaa.. stupid dr wong teased me the whole day abt this.. arrrghhh. was quite a busy morning thankfully sherry helped me with the cleaning. if not i confirm die!! got another free lunch today. went to nuss guild house for lunch. nice ambience. nice food. though its abit ex. but who cares.. i am not paying. was talking to him for the whole afternoon, as he's planning to work till 5pm on saturdays!! and he wanted me to work with him!! i was like wth.. every saturday work till 5pm.. super no life for me le.. sobz.. he's willing to pay me OT if i work. but money is not the issue here. i mean i need some life loh. hmmmmz. he's quite a good boss la... juz that he has to learn to stop teasing me!! hmpphh... tmr having another free lunch by the other doc's wife!! cool!!! hahahaaa.. working there really can save hell lotsa money man.

quite happy with the evironment. flexible timings. work starts from 9.30.. cool rite??!!

was kinda of irritated by myself!! i have been trying to master this piano piece since sunday. master in a sense that to get the 'feeling' rite!! but apparently i cant!!! arrghhhh!! the piece is ok le..can play without any mistakes.. hmph.. tried imagined the scene, looked at the score, listened to the mp3 and watch for the dynamics. learn to play with that sad feeling. but i juz cant!! gim said its all in the heart!!! maybe i will juz get it rite someday.. cannot rush.. i know it takes time.. hmmmz..

gotta zzzz le.. if not tmr cant wake up for work.

2005-06-13T01:02:00.000+08:00

was feeling kinda of disappointed recently. arrghhh.. do i look like someone that will snatch people’s bf away!!! i mean please… i am not that desperate for a bf loh. if i am.. iI will be attach long ago, why must i wait till now to snatch away your lousy bf? and do you lousy gals know that guys and gals can be really good friends?? and nothing beyond that?? i really² despise such lousy gfs!! you don’t even have the basic trust in your boyfriends!! also super duper despise guys who are afraid of their girlfriends!! cause of your new girlfriend, you rather sacrifice so many years of friendship with me??? please think, who helped you through when you broke up with your ex?? who meet you almost everynight talking/consoling, asking to carry on with your life?? who spent hours and hours talking to you, analysing the situations for you?? after that still talked on the phone till wee hours, i din even complain though i still gotta work the next day. spent the whole afternoon sms-ing you to encourage you. its me loh… bloody hell… asjh jke*3^%&$%^!!! guys ignore me!! i just wanna voice out frustrations!!!! was super duper irritated.. super disappointed!!!!
i mean we know each other for so long le, if anything were to happen, it will happen years back. And not now!!! i don’t blame the girlfriend cause she don’t know what we have been through.. but you can definitely stand on my side and explain things to her loh. and yet you didn’t or if you did, maybe your gf still feels suspicious. i am juz utterly disappointed. really don’t feel like going to your house today especially when i learn that your gf will be over at your house!! but have already promised melvin that i will be there so i guess i have to keep my promise. so sorry that i din really talk to you cause i was super sianz le. i waited for xuan at his void deck just to go up together coz i really dun wanna go up alone. so go on guys!!! get yourself a selfish gf and don’t contact any of your friends!!! juz go on and live your life with you, your gf, your gf and your gf only!!! all the best ya!!!

wback to sch for the the club crawl thingy. saw quite a lot of familiar faces. feels like home!! a student actually mistaken me as han’s gf cause we are talking non stop to each other. the performance is gg on and the music is loud so we have to talk into each other’s ears yah.. lousy student.. that karen din even help us and kept rubbing in.. went to SA office and got a free ice-cream and a dinner by mr wee!!! Heeee… another treat from him.. so paiseh..

played mahjong and sturday and i lost!!!!!!!! i actually lost $20+++… awwwwww… xin tong… my money~~~~~ went to watch mr & mrs smith after tt.. not too bad…

Hmmmz.. so many things are happening now… feeling kinda sianz.. hmmmmz.. life sucks!! Haiz…

gotta work tmr.. less than 5 hours of zzzzz… *yawnz* gotta go back for se pract on wed.. my interest in violin is back!!! all thanks to eric~~~ so xuan i meet you for swiss culture and movie or thurs la…

2005-06-08T11:12:00.000+08:00

feeling lazy to blog recently.. been quite a busy week for me.. busy nua-ing.. hahahaa..

went to visit melvin on saturday alone.. bought his fav bananas, some chips and lunch for him and adam. felt awkward coz adam's gf is there too.. and i tink adam's gf dun really lk me leh... hmmmz.. so basically talking to melvin. then went to meet brian, yiren and lim for ktv session. been quite some time since i last sang ktv.. partyworld quite sucky la.. thats what i can say.. prefer kbox.. but i have the 4 hrs voucher.. gonna sing with xuan soon before i start working. went to have dinner in this jap restaurant in cuppage.. i tried the ikura don(tastes kinda yucky).. never gonna try that again. went to equinox for a drink.. nice place/ambience, just feel abit out la..

on sunday, went to visit melvin again on sunday. bought delifrance chicken mayo for him coz he wanted it. tis time round, went with sinee, zhijing and yiru.. when we reached, we din see adam there, only ivan(their eldest bro) is there. once again, we felt awkward coz dunno wat to talk to his bro.. so we ended up entertaining melvin again. hahaa... its good to see that he is cheerful now. going to his house on sunday as i promise him i will play mahjong with him de.

hmmmz.. tink all my friends have given up on me... even brian knows that it is useless nagging at me... i gave up on my 1st paper on monday.. as for my law, i did not finish studying.. cant even finish the papers.. so i am gonna fail... sucks!!! arrrghhhh... now my only hope is my tax.. kinda prepared for it.. hmmmz.. i really dun wanna retake tax paper.. i mean i must at least clear 1 paper out of the 3.. if not i can just go and die... tax laws keep changing thats why i dun wanna retake it.. so next sem, am planning to take another paper together with my first 2 papers.

gotta look thru the questions now.. a few more hours and it will be over!!! my movie waiting for me after my exams~~~~~~

2005-06-01T22:18:00.000+08:00

had another free lunch and dinner today!!! hahahaaa.. shiok!!! lunch from dr wong at cafe cartel and dinner from zhihui at nydc!!! thanks guys!!

went suntec to work today. quite stressful.. not really that stressful but i just need to get use to dr wong's style.. he's quite self service but i dont feel good. its like earning super easy money loh. this shldnt be the way. time passes quite fast. have a good time there. the paitents there quite rich leh... just pay a few hundred dollars for treatment. they did not even complain.. easy to deal with.. i like... unlike the neighbourhood patients.. they are more demanding..

then met zhihui for dinner. he paid coz i left my wallet in the clinic.. so too bad~~ hahaaa.. wanted to ask adam out but realise that he has his own problems.. was super duper surprised when i learn about his younger brother condition. melvin is undergoing an operation tis coming monday... to.... to.... hmmmmz.. i wanna visit him before monday.. cause i dun wanna go and visit him after the operation... will a miracle happen tmr?? will melvin wake up and be back to his normal self again?? he's still so young!! with his bright future awaiting him.. he still have alot of things to learn and experience... how can such things just happen to him like that without any warning without any signs!!! life is so unfair!!!!

2005-05-31T11:31:00.000+08:00

sadz!! coz it was a busy evening on monday... saw the june roster... hahaaa.. jonathan is working on every monday nights!! cool!!! so no matter wat.. i muz work on mondays.. he became so so so polite.. till i find it kinda of awkward. he never say thanks 2 yrs back... can see he change quite a fair bit.. his mandarin oso improving... getting better..

was telling xuan tt jon made a quiche for me.. hahahaaaa..... super nice.. a guy who has the looks.. who knows how to cook... who is a professional.. who is rich... perfect!!! hahahaaa.... good to have him as a friend...

went to watch monster-in-law yesterday afternoon with xuan in ps. its so so so crowded.. maybe its the madagascar movie then today i know from my nephew that they are having school holidays. this explains it. kinda of irritating... alot of kids running around shouting... arrrghhhh... no good!!

i find monster-in-law a so-so movie la... though its damn funny... was observing j lo throughout the entire movie. found out tt her head is kinda small for her body. hahahaa.... indulge in cheesecake from secret recipe.. sinful but yummy!! went marks n spencer to buy sweets... gonna work tmr in suntec.. coz one of the assistant's dad is hospitalised.. not likely to make it... hmmmz..

2005-05-29T22:52:00.000+08:00

hmmmz... good to work with jonathan again.. its been like 2 years since i worked with him?? always follow him wherever he goes de.. he still looks as cool and suave loh. that's why alot of girls keep looking at him. i heard from my friend that alot of female patients go back to see him every week. hahaa. the way he talks i still find it quite cute.. more or less know his style still.. so not much of a problem... working with him tmr night again... must talk more... hope that tmr will not be a busy night.. if not i can juz go bang my head against the wall.

met brian at boon keng at 4.. went yiren's house n play mahjong.. hahhaaaa.. shiok.. i like it... gimme more mahjong sessions!!!! won some money to tie me over the next 2 days. bought my aloe vera gel n 4d.. waste $$ on the 4d loh.. and the tom yam yi mian for dinner really sux like hell!!! even the crabsticks tastes funny!! scmi!!!!! still miss the tomyam mian in amk de.. best!!

n oh yah.. my ex poly classmate commented on my ever dearest xuan!!! hahahaaaa.. i shall not say it here if not that lousy xuan confirm bash me up hor~~~ hahaaaa... reaally cant stop laughing... xuan---> what if i tell this to adam??? think he will also laugh till he drop dead loh... hmmmz.. ok la... you are not that bad la... quite ******... seriously.. but u have more of the retarded look... dai1 zhi4 or some call it chi1 dai1 look!!! waahahahahhahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..................

2005-05-27T23:53:00.000+08:00

decided to went to xuan's house and nua today. cause my neighbours are doing some renovation work... super noisy... and my mum and younger sis are arguing... hahaaa.. so went to xuan's house to seek refuge. played games, eat junk food and watch tv. went to buy dinner and ate in her room while watching the channel 8 show. was watching tv since then. non-stop. super cosy.. i like... heee...

gotta work tmr.. so guess will have to zzzz early tonight... tmr is another day for me to nuz again~~~

2005-05-26T22:45:00.000+08:00

been getting free lunches these 2 days~~ hahaaa. met dr wong for lunch yesterday coz he msg me. so i was like why not?? went to this chinese restaurant, had ginger chicken, fried rice and the white fungus chicken soup!!! yummy!!! actually i wanna pay him back, seriously, dont feel good coz he treated me the last time but he refused. so yah loh.... feeling quite awkward coz not much to talk about, dont really know him yet ba. guess things will get better in future. he's quite gentleman la. refill my cup, take food, the refill my bowl with the soup for me. hahahaa. a doctor serving me leh. being treated like a princess again~~ *grinz* after that went to guardian's to buy cocoa butter the intensive mosturiser.. i definitely need it man... my burnt body... arrrghhhh. looks real ugly now... esp my hands.,, can see the white patches.. my chest, stomach, face and legs looks ok now.. left my shoulders and hands. dr wong commented on me looking chaota.. hmmmz... laughed at me like crazy when i told him about the incident. stupid loh. he shld not keep rubbing on it loh.. makes me sad u know. haiz...
went back to school for practice after that. cool~~ guess i m getting back the touch le... after 1 year of not playing the violin. yay!!!! happy!!! at least i dont go out of tune. still manage to play at the conductor's speed. heeee..

met my ex-colleagues for lunch today. kinda of miss them. too bad diane din join us. walked to clarke quay there for lunch. had this japanese food la. dun taste very good but its good to do some catching up with them. gossiping about the manager. hahahaa. the aunties insisted that they wanna buy me lunch coz i m not working. felt so paiseh loh. i get at least 3 free lunches from them le. awww. gonna treat them the next time no matter what. after that went back home and nua. spent my time peeling my skin, applying the cocoa butter, aloe vera gel, mosturiser and vitamin e cream. haiz. finished using the aloe vera gel le, needa get one tmr~~~ where to get it huh?? i tried guardian's but they do not have it leh...

saw dr lam ying keat on tv today... hahahaa.. doing the britesmile bleaching. keat looked so... CUTE... hahhaaaa... gonna sms to tease keat le...

feel like gg to my sis house n nua since she's nto working tmr~~ finding mj kakis to play at her house... hmmmmz...

2005-05-26T14:50:00.000+08:00

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2005-05-23T14:17:00.000+08:00

went to adam's house yesterday to have a little gathering. sorry guys that i only informed you guys at around 10 the night before. i was just too depressed la huh. spending the whole day peeling my skin. hahaaa. thank god. thank god that things are getting better now. my face has been "exfoliated' hahaaa. a new skin now. abit pinkish but definitely not red le. hahaa. yupz.

anyway about the gathering, it was suppose to be held at my place but i was thinking to accompany adam's bro so decided to go adam's place. his bro looks more frail now leh. thats what i think la. his leg still casted. the doc gonna change drugs for him. really hopes that he recover asap!!

that lousy adam told me to serve drinks to the rest. i am also a guest loh. arrghhh. played mahjong with sinee, zhijing and mingkai. i won $14 worth of chips. hahaa. after that everyone squeezed into adam's room to play music!! hahaa. fun~~~ ordered pizza for lunch and adam cooked some finger food for us!!! hahaaa. so nice of him... adam wanted me to be his pianist for his grade 5 exams. haiz.. needa pract again. i think adam's pieces will not be as difficult as xuan's de.

dont why my appetite has been good these few days. i just kept on eating. hmmmz. sounds bad. i dont wanna grow fat!!! hahaa.

burnt!!!

2005-05-20T19:16:00.000+08:00

sux man!!!! i am severely burnt now!!! its so so so darn painful. have probelms sitting on the chair coz my tummy hurts like hell after the burn. arrrghhhh. my sisters said that i look like a walking lobster now. cryz. i dont wanna go out. feel so ugly!!! sux!! applied lots of mosturizer layers after layers. hoping that my skin wont peel. if not i will looks uglier.

cant even wear tshirt as my shoulders hurt like hell too. have to wear strapless tops n skirts le.

i tanned for a while, the rest of time was spent in the sea. the sun sux man. too strong le.

getting tanner day by day!!! yay!!!!

2005-05-18T23:16:00.000+08:00

went swimming for the past 2 days. quite shiok la. there isnt any sun so cannot really get myself tan. finally the sun is out today!!! heh heh... met xuan to swim at her cousin's condo near yck!! quite cool~~ hahaaa. reached her cousin's house at around 1.45pm. i was greeted by 2 small cute little dogs chilli and cookie!!! hahaaa. what a name. her aunt carried the dogs. was kinda of afraid initially. they are too hyper active le. kept running around me and xuan. kept licking our legs. sucks. my legs all full of their saliva loh. has the feeling of been harassed. hahaa. but after some time, i am abit sianz when they come running towards me. just stand there and let them lick. hahaa.

only managed to swim 1 lap and i went tanning. hahaaa. xuan continued swimming. she joined me later cause she felt dizzy. hahaa. we applied lotsa suntanning lotion. stayed in the sun for around 2 hours. very shiok. i can see my tan lines. xuan is black now. but i am kinda red now. kena burnt!! hahaaa. but i like.

went to school after that for se. its been a long time since i last join them for practices. they managed to convince me to cut my fingernails (as i cant play the violin with long fingernails).
hahaa. played canon in d by pachelbel and eine kleine by mozart. was going out of tune here and there. must practise le cause i wanna take part in the annual concert!!! must jia you!!!

going sentosa tmr~~ heee...

still sick

2005-05-16T15:44:00.000+08:00

there's no sun today. has been quite cloudy the whole day. sad. anyway i am still sick, decided to skip at home. its kinda of difficult to exercise when one is sick. get breathless easily. sianz.

think my condition got worse. now my voice ehh.. very hoarse leh. but i am not having a sore throat. but thank goodness that my tummy is not painful anymore. *phew*

i dreamt of that lousy xuan again!!! omg!! what the hell get into my brain??!! very weird leh. dreamt of her twice in 1 week?? xuan---> you an4 lian4 me too much le. please dont come and disturb me in my dreams. hahaa.

gonna revise tax before going for class.

sick.....

2005-05-15T23:54:00.000+08:00

i m sick!!! terribly sick!!! the feeling sux!! arrrghhhh. was feeling abit funny last night. it became worst this morning. woke up with a headache but still gotta drag myself to work. suffering from running nose and cough. haiz.

went to my sis's house and nua after my work. hahaa. then meet guzhong, ming kai, eric, kelly, joshua, xinyi, zhijing, yiru, yumei, joshua at 6.30pm in city hall. by then, i'm almost dead. so sick to talk much too. went to watch the tang quartet in esplanade. supposed to wait for that lousy xuan but she's late and we cant enter once the perfomance starts. so we went ahead without her. can only pass the ticket to her during the intermission. they only play 3 pieces. the first 2 pieces ehhh.. i dont know how to appreciate. only certain movements are nice. the 2 composers dont belong to the classical, romantic nor baroque periods. but the third and the encore piece very nice!!! i like it. dvorak string quartet in a flat major, op. 105 is nice!! overall the performance is good. very impressed by them. they are simply amazing. i am really speechless when i heard their running notes!!! its very fast and yet it is still so well-played. i can hear every note very clearly. if i am the one playing, i guess i will simply just slide my fingers down the fingerboard. hahhaaa. the dynamics were very well expressed, the intonation and the overall balance!! very good.

felt a sharp pain when i stood up. cant walk properly. have to hunch and walk. the feeling is terrible. decided to share cab home with mingkai. but apparently we walked from raffles city to funan area for cabs. stupid. by that time, i'm almost die-ed. super painful and even my flu and cough. din want to see doctor cause no money le. haiz. hope i will get better after a swim tmr morning. hope the sun will be out tomorrow!!!

ktv session

2005-05-14T23:51:00.000+08:00

went for a ktv session in tampines. i reached tm at 11 sharp. waited 45 mins for sam and his friend. tried calling bryan but he doesnt seems to be answering my calls. gotta know from sam that bryan is not coming. lousy bryan!!!! started singing at 12++, sang till 4.45. then they headed down to church for their fellowship and i went to ttsh to visit andy. apparently i cant use my kbox voucher. i can only use it at night during their golden hours!! and their golden hours quite ex loh. i need to organise another kbox session before end may le.

upon reaching ttsh, i was being approached by this weird guy in his twenties. he came out of his car and talked to me. he started a conversation with me like this: " hey!! how come u are here? here to visit your friend?" i was puzzled. hahaa. i dont remember him as my friend. but i scare to malu myself by asking who is he. so i just answered his questions. apparently i double confirm that i dont know him when he wants my number. he said he wanna bring me to his restaurant nearby. of cause i rejected by saying i meeting my sis for dinner later. he still doesnt give up!! he even offered to pick me up after my dinner. i was like *talking to myself* you must crazy!!! hahaa. he wanted to give me his number and wanted me to call him after my dinner. i rejected and walked off. come on.. this kinda of thing happen in a hospital??? hahahaaa. i cant believe it. i am impressed indeed. he just stopped his car and came out like that. anyway, he's crazy!! cant be bothered.

went to see andy(yuqin's bf). he looked so weak/frail. tubes attached onto his nose, arms and there's tubes around his neck. he underwent an operation 2 days ago and stayed in icu yesterday. tried talking to him but it seems it quite difficult for him to reply me. so yuqin replied on his behalf. he cant eat anything as as the doctors operated on his stomach to remove dont what thing. he has 2 machines attached to him so he cant get off the bed. so i was like talking to yuqin more. she has been there accompanying her bf since 10 in the morning. she must be super bored!! stayed there for an hour plus before meeting yiren in toa payoh for dinner.

then i realise i din have a proper meal for the whole of today. hahaa. ate fillet-0-fish and slack awhile. then yiren drove me round part of singapore. hahahaa. ta pao jelly beancurd for my family.

think i am falling sick!! sneezing non-stop, my fingers are feeling cold but my body is giving out heat!! arrrghhhh. the feeling sux. still gotta work tmr morning. looking forward for the tang quartet concert in esplanade tmr evening~~

i'm burnt!! i love the sun!!!!!

2005-05-13T22:15:00.000+08:00

went to swim this morning round 9+++. the sun is finally out!! i love the sun!!! hahaa. had a good time tanning myself too. kinda of burnt now. hahaa. planning to swimming tmr morning but it looks like that i cant cause i need to meet sam and guys at 11am in tampines for ktv session. hmmmz. if i really wanna swim that means i need to wake up at 7am. kinda rush. then sunday the pool will be fill with all those kids. haiz. shall resume to swim on monday. so please rain over the weekends, and let the sun out on monday. anyway i am still thinking whether should i go for the ktv session cause i dont know majprity of the people there. i dont even know who's going. i only know bryan and sam. dont even know if my momo will be there not. hmmmmz.

brought my mum for lunch in ps together with my younger sis. she quite like it. hahaa. not much happenings today. went for class as usual. din manage to see my cute guy today. sobz.

swimming

2005-05-12T15:30:00.000+08:00

it's been like 3 months since i last swam?? around there la. woke up happily at 9am. packed my stuff, making sure i brought everything that i need. when i was about to leave the house, it's drizzling. my initiate plan is to get myself tan. but there's no sun!!! hmmmz. went to have my breakfast and wait for the drizzle to stop. apparently it didnt so i went ahead to for my swim.

upon reaching, i realise that i actually forgot to bring my suntanning lotion. arrrgghhh. wth. sun tan without suntanning lotion how to tan!!!! arrrghhhh. hate myself. why am i getting so absent minded!!! but there's no sun anyway. NO SUN!!! makes me sad. its kinda sad to swim on such a day.

meeting uncle novi for class later. shucks!! she has been attending classes regularly unlike me. i am a lazy bum!! must study le. exams in june!!!

gonna swim tomorrow morning again. hee.

2005-05-11T00:22:00.000+08:00

went to school to study today. hahaa. doing up my law notes. met yy for lunch today, saw andy and his friend. it's always good to do some catching up with my friends. then went to SA office to find han. he looked so tan!! becoming more and more like reuben. hahaa. he actually joined dragon boat, play tennis weekly and go to gym twice a week!! too bad that he dont play the piano if not he will be exactly like reuben le. hahaa. went to meet bryan, sam and jason in north canteen. we went to bishan to meet fern and another guy(think his name is yuxian) to watch

it's a long movie. find the movie ok la. i dont really know how to appreciate it. hahaa. but ok la. not too bad.

have a fun time talking to fern. have quite alot of things in common. happy gossiping. hahaa. think gals really can really get on good terms just by gossiping and talking.
was shopping around and i saw this apple shop. the ipod cover they are selling it @ $49!! so ex!! really money suckers!! i'm gonna change my ipod earphones soon!! that's gonna cost me $50!! arrghhh. their stuff looks class and nice but dont think the quality is that great.

i am in a good mood today!!! hahaa. after my colleagues sent me the pics that i took during the rave party. hahaa. like the one i took with the caucasian guy!! haha. he just look so so so cute!!!!! xuan said that i am a hua1 chi1. whatever~~ he's cute!! and that lousy xuan is just jealous!!! *bleah* hahaa. anyway i have called and made reservations for the chocolate buffet at fullerton le. shall we go for the $28 without the wine or go for the $36 with a glass of Michele Chiarlo Nivole wine??

chocolate buffet at fullerton

2005-05-09T22:52:00.000+08:00

xuan---> does this looks familiar?? hahaa.

announcing the CHOCOLATE BUFFET @ fullerton!!!
*drooling*

CHOCOLATE BUFFET

The Courtyard features a rapturous buffet of over 20 tantalising and luscious chocolate creations on Friday and Saturday evenings. For a blissful end to a hectic week, wind down at The Courtyard with this array of comforting desserts and indulge the chocolate lover in you. Experience the unforgettable Chocolate Fountain, accompanied by fresh fruits and marshmellows.Complement the chocolate delights with Michele Chiarlo Nivole, a sublime and delicate dessert wine. 'Nivole', meaning 'clouds' in the Piedmontese dialect, suggests the wine's bubbly and elegant quality. The Chocolate Buffet is available from 8.00pm to 11.00pm, at S$28 per person or S$36 with a glass of Michele Chiarlo Nivole wine.

oh gosh!! there's a chocolate fountain!!! hahaa. gonna go there soon!! gonna call them call for reservations tmr 1st thing in the morning.

coach carter

2005-05-09T21:28:00.000+08:00

i am getting more and more absent minded nowadays. k, shall admit that i am blur but things are getting from bad to worse!! remember last week before i go to work, my sis called and reminded me to bring her a polo tee, her dinner and her money. i happily forgot all the 3 things that i am supposed to remember, luckily my mum reminded me if not i am so confirm that i will kena 'slaughter' by my sis. another example, i went out to meet xuan today. remembered to bring my ezlink card, my pouch, xuan's hp and the optical mouse which i am going to give her. i put my pouch and her stuff in a paper bag. supposed to meet her at 12.50 but i was late so i took a cab to ps. on my way there, i was looking for my pouch. thought i forgot and asked the uncle to u turn back to my house, i called my sis to ask her to look for my pouch in my room. then i realise the pouch is in the paper bag. hahahaa. very blur rite. i am trying not to be so blur. hahaa. i need some brain enhancement supplements!!! memory booster!!!!

watched coach carter today with xuan. 2 hours plus plus movie. its nice!! its on a true story. quite gan3 ren2. teared abit during the movie.

after that took a train down to taka as xuan needs to fill in some application form, then walked to winsland house for the interview. waited for about half an hour loh. lousy xuan. went to shape my eyebrows after that. hahaa. its painful but still ok la. xuan said looks better. hee.

i have decided not to go jb with zhihui and aston le. that stupid lousy aston really really cannot make it!!! i give up!! he only know how to talk!!! when comes to the actual planning.. this cannot that also cannot!! i seriously dont really like aston loh. arrrghhh. finding people now. wish me luck!!

last farewell session

2005-05-06T22:49:00.000+08:00

just came back from my dept's drinking session. though i left the firm on wednesday, i still apparently i still go back to office everyday. today i went back as one of the partners want me to organise the last farewell drinking session. the partner is very stingy de. but he offered to arrange the drinking session, get the food and he will pay for it. i was like so...... speechless. think this is the first time in history as what i have been told by the other colleagues. very gan dong. i am gonna to complete my acca asap and go back to join them. keep bottom-ings up. after the drinking session, me and mr charles mah went geylang to eat durian. i suggested it. hahaa. too early to go home la. so went to geylang, we ordered 2 durians and it cost us 52 bucks!!!! so ex!!! 2 durians for 52 bucks!!! daylight robbery!!! took cab back after, mr mah paid for it too. so paiseh. have already promised him to treat him dinner soon when i start working.

supposed to watch coach carter today in suntec at 2.15pm BUT that lousy guzhong is late cause he's stuck in the rain. so in the end we ended up slacking at auntie anne's and he accompanied me to buy food. hahaa. he owe me a movie. hahaa. so i'm having a free movie~~~ heh heh. practised scales today till i wanna vomit!!!! think i have really lost touch with my beloved piano le. been playing too many pop songs instead of classical pieces. i am still supposed to be xuan's pianist for her exams!! dont wanna throw her face!! so must practise le. wanna complete my grade 8 so i can have my own students. wish me luck guys~~ xuan---> i'm waiting for me tmr. give me buzz when u finish my lessons tmr. my house very easy to come de. dont worry. you wont lost your way.

surveys

2005-05-04T22:41:00.000+08:00

did some surveys posted by xuan... here it goes...

What kind of gal are you??

You're a sporty tom boy. That's not a bad thing.
You're friendly, competitive, athletic, and you
love to have fun. You attract a lot of guy
friends and make many girls jealous. Don't pay
attention to them. A lot of boys might think
you are aggressive and might be intimidated.
Don't worry, show them the other side of you
that makes people so attracted to your fun
personality. You also are a profectionist. You
have to be good at everything. But please don't
stress yourself out. You're just fine the way
you are.

What dark word represents you??

Your word is: Helpless. You have so many emotions
bottled up inside and you are at the verge of a
breaking point. Life is just too painful
nowadays and you don't want to live it more.
You secretly wish someone would show their love
for you and save you from your dark thoughts.
You feel there is nothing you can do and may
turn to self-harming to relieve the stress. You
are also often depressed and may have thoughts
of death. Life didn't turn out the way you
wanted it to.

What type of romance should you have??

A James and Lily romance. You have a romance that
is hard to explain. Your partner is your
opposite in everyway imaginable. The only thing
you have in common is that fact that you love
each other deeply. It was like you were meant
to be with one another and you'll do anything
for this person. This is the rarest form of
romance filled with careing, compasion, and
love. Being the rarest, it is, in my opinion,
the best.

What type of killer are you??

You are a
protector.
Yes, you don't like to kill people. That goes
against everything you belive in. It's not that
you are a coward, but your ideals and morals
wouldn't allow it. You are the typical hero, do
the righteous things, get the bad guys and do
it all legally. But just because you don't kill
doesn't mean you can't kick ass. And that is
what you do. You use your brain and your
strenght to do honourable deeds and protect
people you know and love. If an evil guy is
going to take over the world soon, it's you who
will get involved. You hate watching innocents
suffer, and love seeing bad people getting what
they deserve. You are probably also happy and
optimistic and work pretty good in groups. And
the friends you usually make are true ones.

Main weapon: Anything at all
Quote: "You only live once, but if
you do it right, once is enough" -Joe
Lewis
Facial expression: Smile

farewell

2005-05-04T22:15:00.000+08:00

a farewell to my colleagues!! finally 4may have arrived and i shall bid my last goodbye to all my fellow colleagues. bid goodbye to my bosses. i hate all these, it always make me so hard to leave happily. really cant bear to leave them, have a good talk with some of them esp with andrew. hmmmz. this is not as bad as my attachment. remembered on the last day of my attachment, i cried like hell. but today i didnt cry. guess the 10 months bond is not as strong as the 3 months bond i had during my attachment.

today is a busy day as usual, i still spent 1 whole day to clear all my stuff. bought 2 cakes from don's at around 4pm for my whole dept. sang a song cause they dont let me off without me singing. hahaa. have to go back to office tmr as my BELOVED manager took so damn long just to initiate her name on some of my leaving documents. so have to go back to return my laptop, cards, pass tmr. the aunties and assistant manager told me to go back during lunchtime as they are gonna treat me!! hahaa. another free lunch this week!! marvellous!! can save money!! i brought another 1 big bag of rubbish back home. hahaa. i am simply amazing.

sms-ed aston to confirm the jb trip as zhihui dont have much faith in aston. hahaa. that lousy zhihui blamed me for not replying his msgs. he's super lousy!!! call me at around 7pm, telling me that he's around ps, wanna send me home BUT i am already reaching home soon liao loh. he's super lousy. still say till so nice wanna drive me home. guys cant be trusted. haa. anyway meeting him to go back school to find han tmr afternoon.

*wondering* shall i go for the horror movie marathon? $25 for 3 movies with freeflow of popcorn? that lousy xuan is trying her best to make me go. considering that i still have to take cab home after that with midnight surcharge somemore. think i will fall asleep in the theatre. play mahjong overnight i still ok. but watch movie abit off leh. too comfortable to fall asleep le. i rather pay 28++ to indulge myself in the sinful chocolate buffet loh. xuan--> i cant afford to go for both. only 1 and that's the buffet at courtyard. i still need the money to go jb.

xXx2

2005-05-03T23:56:00.000+08:00

had my farewell lunch at this korean restaurant, manna. the food is simply delicious. the side dishes can refilled. hahaa. the beef is nice~~ the pancake~~ the kimchi soup~~ the spicy chicken~~ *drooling once again* but i dont know how to appreciate the water(my colleague says it's brown water rice). it tastes funny. i dont like it. was really happy that my whole department(except the big bosses and managers) went for the lunch. very gan dong. i will miss them.

anyway skipped my tax class today. kena 'scolded' by that stupid novi chua. hahaa. dont care. cause i want to buy something for my 7 colleagues in my very own department. went to cards n such in raffles city. and i bought 7 occupational mugs!! it's really nice and cool loh. they have all kinds of occupations. very individualistic. manage to get 7 suitable mugs for each and everyone of them. and i spent like almost 100 bucks loh. hell alot man. still need to buy cakes for the whole department tomorrow. arrghh. farewell is heart-wrenching. my money~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ argghhh.

met my sis after that to watch...

it's super nice. the visual effects. the actions. the stunts. it's damn good loh. xXx is good BUT xXx2 is so much more exciting... much better!!! i recommend xXx2 to everyone who happens to read this.

think i'm behaving like a spoilt brat or in fact i am one. i want everything to go my way. likes to be treated like a princess. wants to be a little princess where everyone dotes on me. apparently my family members have been treating me like one though they will 'force' me to do things at times too. let's take for example, after i bought the 7 mugs, i was carrying 2 big plastic bags. and when i met my younger sis, she was force to carry the bags for me. she knows me well and automatically take my stuff from me. then there i was shopping happily while she is carrying that 2 bags of mugs. hmmmmz. one more example, on sunday, me and my elder sister went to my niece's 1 month old buffet. my beloved nephew and niece went too. when we reached, i just sat on the table, waiting for the food to be serve to me. apparently my nephew and sister took the food for me. so i just used my hands to feed myself. then went to see the baby and saw at the table in front. my sister took this dessert which looks really good. me being lazy to help myself with the food. my sister fed me. hahaa. can you imagine a 21-year-old gal still being fed by her sister. not even that when my nephew and niece fed me when they took the food. hmmmz. feels so spoilt. i do feel quite useless sometimes. cause i am bu4 ru2 a kid. haiz. if anything dont goes my way, i will just sa3 jiao1 and they will rang4 me. though it doesnt work all the time BUT it worked most of the times.

if sa3 jiao1 dont work then i will just throw temper, exactly what i did last month when i planned to leave the company. haiz. think i gotta stop giving examples cause it will only shows how spoilt i am.

my sister has just finished removing the price tags and stickers on the mugs. thanks for your help. i know your hurts from all the rubbing. hahaa.

millions

2005-05-02T20:58:00.000+08:00

for the first time in my life.. i actually met xuan at 9.50am in ps today to watch..

hahaa. i was abit exagerrating. it's not the first time in my life. i have watched finding nemo at the earliest time slot in orchard with weixuan and his friend. think it was around 9++. 3 of us took 2 days of mc and slacked everyday. hahaha.

anyway i was late. i reached at 10am cause i cant wake up!! we're crazy. very crazy. xuan said yesterday night that she wanna try to watch movie in the morning as she never tried before. so i went to check the timings.. i remembered the available timings were 10, 12.15, 7++ and 9++. so i insisted to watch the 10am movie cause i know that lousy xuan will have difficulties in waking up. hahaa. she needs to wake up at 8.30 just to meet me in ps at 9.50. i'm supposed to give her morning call at 9am but in the end i woke up at 9.20am!! called her and i went to washed my face, get dressed and rush out of my house. hahaa.

when we were about to buy the tickets, the staff told us that there's no millions showing at 10am. the first time slot for millions is at 11.50!! i gave the diaoz face and bought the 11.50 tickets. hahaa. this is the third time i made this stupid mistake. third time within these 4 months. arrrghhh. so we walked to selegie complex and xuan ate her prata. haiz. think i really need to eat some supplements to enhance my memory le. getting old.

xuan accompanied me to orchard to get some stuff. ended up i bought nothing. hmmmz. went to office and clear my stuff. packed and brought all my stuff back. cause i dont want to bring everything home on wednesday. i only worked there for 10 months!!! and i have around 3 big paper bags of stuff to bring home!! i was like... omg!! hahaa. and i have some stuff waiting for me to bring home officially on my last day of work. i'm really impressed by myself man. too many rubbish to clear. took a cab home. even have problems opening the cab's door. the cab driver opened the door for me. hahaa. so paiseh.

...

2005-05-01T21:54:00.000+08:00

i'm suffering from indigestion!!! i think so cause my stomach feels very xin ku. arrghhh. guess i have been eating alot these few days. been having farewell lunches almost everyday last week. met some my classmates(who are working) on monday, my colleague on tuesday, the auntie from my department on wednesday, with my younger sis on thurs and with manager and assistant manager on friday. all my colleagues bought me lunch!! hahaa. gonna have super high cholestrol level as i almost had seafood for the entire week. on friday, supposed to be assistant manager's treat(as what i have wrote for my previous blog) but my manager joined us and she bought us lunch. we had thai food. dont taste good only the tom yam seafood is nice.

the party at onyx(where centro used to be) on friday night sucks!!!!! its so³ boring!! bob drove us there at around 7pm(the party starts at 6.30pm). helped ourselves to the food and the food sucks!!! so hang around in 1 corner and drank. i saw this cute caucasian guy!! hahaa. he 'modelled' around the whole place and i was obviously keep noticing him. guess what?? he came over our side and stood beside me!! oh man!! i was like so.......... hee. my assistant manager sabo-ed me. she made me took pics with the CUTE caucasian guy!! hahaa. he's so CUTE!!!!!!! omg!! shall post the pics later on tuesday. after that all of us slacked and looked forward to the programs that the company arranged at around 8pm. nothing happened. the managing partner of singapore just gave a short talk and ta-dah!! thats it. i was not even drunk!! boring!! so my boss took us to waterhouse opposite one fullerton. that place is fabulous!! very classy. ordered some food and a bottle of red wine. had fun talking, slacking at the classy restaurant. went back at around 12am. thanks roger for sending me home again. hahaa.

since i was not drunk managed to woke up at 10am the next day for mahjong!! haa. in the end started playing at around 12pm cause everyone was late. hahaa. played 3 rounds and i won!! hee. won around $40 on that day. hee. extra income!! but that stupid yiren still owe me 20 bucks!! ttc---> must help me remind him!! he cannot be trusted de.
my saturday just gone like that. abit sad.. abit wasted but good to have some extra $$$$.

divergence

2005-04-28T22:56:00.000+08:00

was supposed to have a promotional dinner tonight. but it was cancelled due to some reasons which i dont why. sad cause the dinner is going be to held around mid may which means i dont have free food le. arrggghh. that's why i'm feeling quite free tonight. hahaa. suddenly no plans on. hahaa. luckily i managed to get 1 colleague of mine to watch movie with me.
we watched....

thought it will be a good movie cause there's 3 shuai ges!!! hahaa. but aaron kwok looked so retarded in the movie. ekin cheng is the most shuai in the movie. my daniel wu also dont look that great. have not much on this movie. still ok la. can watch between mondays to wednesdays. not really worth the weekend price.

alot of movies coming up!! arrghhh. really cannot finish all the movies man. sianz.

tmr my assistant manager buying me lunch tmr. yeah!! felt so paiseh. she keep saying want to treat me cause i helped her alot to do the stupid thailand accounts. BUT i seriously think that i did nothing much loh. but since she insisted. i'm ok with it. she's also organising a farewell lunch for me next week. going to a korean restaurant. arrghhh. really gonna miss the people there. i hate all these. cant bear to leave them loh. but i know i wont be happy there.

tmr can wear jeans to work!!!! yeah!!! cause of the rave party!! hahaa. think i going to be so drunk le. party on~~~~~

a gathering~~ finally...

2005-04-27T22:06:00.000+08:00

finally met zhihui and aston today. it's been a long time since the 3 of us went out together. remembered the last time the 3 of us gathered was on last july before both of them go for the sydney trip. it's been 10 months le. used to slack around with them in poly, going out together, exploring new places, etc. luckily me and zhihui do meet up here and there for dinner. the last dinner with him was just 2 weeks ago at cafe cartel located in serangoon gardens.

our initial plans for today was just to watch a movie and have dinner. i wanted to watch millions but aston objected. zhihui was gentleman enough to stand on the my side with me. so we met at 6.30 at ps. was late for 10 minutes and zhihui was already there waiting. we walked around the whole ps and stopped at level 3 to talk while waiting for aston. that stupid aston should be labelled as the KING of LATENESS. he's always late. even in poly, he will always make me wait for him without fail for at least an hour plus³. so today he is also late. he reached at 7.40!! an hour late loh. and hello, my millions start at 6.40pm(lucky zhihui told me not to get the tickets knowing that aston will confirm be super late). so me and zhihui hang around at level 3 like idiots, talking, laughing, suaning each other. decided to settle our dinner at thai express when aston came(zhihui was very hungry by then). aston is still as lame as ever, think his frequency is really different from ours. so basically me and zhihui just listen and eat our food. after dinner zhihui suggested to have tao huay as dessert. so i suggested the tao huay at selegie complex there, but he complained that they dont have the you2 tiao2. so we took a cab down to geylang to have the famous tao huay with you2 tiao2. i din finish mine cause i dont think it tastes good. after that, walked to the opposite street for durians. hahahaaa. very fun. talk alot of craps. we left around 9++ as aston need to meet his friends at holland v, so me and zhihui took a cab back.

and here i am blogging away. hahaa. very fun. lousy xuan, you are lucky that i did not manage to watch millions. hahaa. so i'm gonna watch that movie with you le. zhihui suggested to go jb and shop. yeah!! i'm looking forward to it. 2 more weeks and i will be in jb shopping with those 2 guys.

guess who

2005-04-26T10:02:00.000+08:00

think my life is quite dead now. no happenings. leading a super boring life. have nothing to look forward to everyday. the same old routine. working working working. we are all slaves to this world, to money. haiz. though this is my last week with the company, my job load doesnt seems to get lighter. in fact, more stuff for me to do. the stupid auditors (which happens to be my friend) are doing the audit for this stupid thailand. to make things worse, since i am doing their accounts, they are all after me for information. arrrghhh. going crazy soon!!

have been skipping classes now and then. haiz. gonna be so so dead. cause i dont really understand what the stupid lecturers are talking about. just hope miracles will happen. i dont expect much. just wanna clear all the 3 papers.

anyway, yesterday me, lousy xuan and her friend watched............

it's super duper funny!! hahaa. recommended by us!! hahaaa. i cant stop laughing!!

guess it's really not possible to finish watching all the movies. cause they keep showing new movies. wondering where they get all those ideas. they must be a genius as they need to come out with new plots and ideas to entice the viewers. therefore, in return, we must show them some support by watching their movies ya. hahaa. me and my nonsense. just finding reasons to convince myself that it's ok to watch movies. hahaa.

but the stupid government has been jacking up the prices. is there really a need?? firstly, is the increase of the stupid GST to 5%. though they did give the ERS thingy to people but i am sure they are going to get back the money within a year or maybe 2. look at the rate that we are spending. maybe GST will increase to 10% in the near future and by that time the service charge in restaurants will be around 15-20% le. haiz. secondly, the increase in price for cigarettes. they have happily eliminated all the small packs leaving or in fact forcing people to buy the big packs. actually i'm quite happy with their action as it encourages people not to smoke but $10+++ per pack is way too expensive ba. remember when i went to hk in jan, i helped my friends to buy cigarettes in the airport. a box with 10 big packs. it only cost me $19.80(did not hit $20) if i am not wrong. this means actually a big pack of cigarettes without tax is only $0.99!!! can you imagine how much the government is making money out of cigarettes!! hell alot man, almost 100% can!!! crazy hell. thirdly, this hits me the most. the increase of price for movies tix. still remember when i'm in sec 4 i can watch a movie at $5. but now i have to pay almost $10 for a stupid movie. arrghhh. they are really money suckers!! they are getting richer and the poor me getting poorer and poorer. sobz.

novi's party

2005-04-24T19:00:00.000+08:00

Happy 21st Birthday Novi!!!

went to novi's birthday chalet yesterday at 10 changi coast road, think its at changi safra there. very pian1 pi4. but the bungalows there are cool. 2 storey bungalows, air-conditioned, with scv, a bbq pit, 2 toilets and 3 rooms. think it's really worth the money. think i gonna hold my 21st party there le. heh heh. already making plans but need to get my friends to hold the party together so our other friends will not have to run to different places.

anyway, reached there at around 7.45pm. was quite shocked cause the other bungalows were filled with decorations, laughters, people bbq-ing but novi's chalet was quite quiet with no decorations not even a balloon in sight. hahaa. we were the second group of people to reach. she was quite happy to see the polo ralph paper bag. hahaa. BUT then she will realise that it's a GREEN boxers in it. hahaa. nah. bought her a pastel yellow polo tee.

saw karyn (or is it caryn), she was watching the match everton v birmingham. she's super ji dong. i played my mahjong and i am the big winner. hee. been ages since i last played mahjong le.

shall post the pics of her party when nat sends it to me. people, please stay in tune for the pics. look out for novi's birthday cake!!!!

interpreter

2005-04-23T11:04:00.000+08:00

was supposed to be on half day leave yesterday BUT in the end i stayed in office till 4.30pm!! cause i cant leave till my client in thailand get back to me on the the queries i raised for their stupid accounts. what the hell. arrghh. actually was planning to leave after lunch as my assistant manager was going to buy me lunch. so we had a super nice lunch with my other colleagues at this chinese restaurant called, Yan Palace. dim sum~~ yum yum. very very nice. should cancel my leave but who cares, i'm leaving soon.

met xuan for a movie after that before i went to do my stuff. she's going for a interview at gelare in ps but apparently that lousy xuan was late and the interviewer has left. hahaa. xuan really cannot make it. haiz. so after that we went to watch......

a s0-s0 movie. slow development of story but quite interesting. throughout the whole movie i was only paying attention to nicole kidman. hahaa. she's so so gorgeous, pretty. tall, slim and her slender legs. anf the hair. whoa. she's perfect!! hahaa.

wanted to watch millions with xuan today but our timings very off. she finished her violin lesson at 4pm and i am suppose to meet my friends at 7pm at simei control to go to that stupid novi's 21st birthday party. haiz. she's having a cocktail party with light finger food. it's gonna be very different from those normal bbq cum chalet party. think it's gonna to be fun.

2005-04-22T09:55:00.000+08:00

arrghhh. stuck in office with my manager again!! she's back from america. arrghhh. sianz. cannot slack openly liao. must act busy again. sadz. anyway, i have decided NOT to buy the jacket since nat said its not worth 90 bucks. hahaa. i do feel that the material is not very good but the design. haiz. so i'm going to save the 90 bucks and spend it on something else. heh heh. but i am still keen to buy the adidas top. yiru has been quite fed up with me le. hahaa. paiseh la. think the whole world has been quite fed up with me telling me to save save save. hahaa.

met nat yesterday and went to polo ralph to buy a polo tee for novi's birthday. she's so so bu yao lian. asked for a polo ralph tee. hahaa. actually wanna get boxers for her BUT i don't know where to get nice boxers so decided to get polo ralph tee for her as it looks more decent. hahaa. after spending hundred over dollars on her tee, me and nat went to watch................

its a very messy story. after the movie ends, it left me and nat with a whole darn lot of question marks. been analysing the story but we just cant seem to get the whole story right. not really worth it. hahaa.
we missed the first part of the movie but that will not cause us not to understand the whole story. haiz. that guzhong just told me that he wanted to watch a complete movie with me before he go to china. hahaa. cause the 2 movies i watched with him, we did not manage to watch the starting part.

and i think singapore really really need to improve a hell lot on their service. me and nat experienced super lousy service from subway. cant be bother to talk about it.

going to watch intrepreter with xuan today after her interview in ps. heh heh. 3 movies in a week!! woo~~ quite shiok.

creep

2005-04-20T23:19:00.000+08:00

supposed to meet xuan to watch creep today. finally, our long awaited creep. met novi and we went to city hall during lunchtime to buy the tickets for this evening. hee. treated her to auntie anne's for being so nice to accompany me. but xuan smsed me around 3++ saying that she can't make it. hmmmz. don't blame her cause she's really feeling super upset. so in the end manage manage to get guzhong to watch...........

it's a super gruesome movie. very² erxin. that stupid guzhong has been trying his best to scare me. think the guys will enjoy this kinda of movie more than the girls. *puke* super gross!!!!!!

and i'm in love with this white adidas jacket. it's super nice and stylish jacket. i like the slant zip and the design. it just go so darn nice!!! but it's around $100. poor guzhong has been listening to my nagging. think he also cannot take it le. hahaa. sorry ya. it's really a hard decision to make. arrghhh. going to be jobless soon. think i will get it tomorrow when i go shopping with nat. hahaa. i wanted to buy another top from adidas too. arrghhh.

think i can be a movie critic le. been watching alot of movies lately. going to watch another movie with nat tmr. hahaa. confirm watching the interpreter with xuan when she gets better. so for any movies, just ask me for my comments ya. hahaa. i will definitely recommend a movie that is value for money!!

i dun look lk china gal!!!!

2005-04-19T10:06:00.000+08:00

*crying*
i don't wanna look like a CHINA GIRL!!!!
and i am NOT one!!!!!!!!!
i am so so gonna change my msn pic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

weird day

2005-04-18T23:21:00.000+08:00

3 of my long long lost friends msg me today!! i was like shocked when i saw their msgs. i mean 3 of them decided to msg me today. firstly was thunder, asking some stuff was very surprised to see her name in my inbox. we have not been in contact since i graduated from sec 4??
the second person was darrin cho. he sms me out of a sudden. i was shocked and he even called me in the night. the third person was raymond. was also super shocked cause i have not been contacting him since poly year 2. hahahaa. how come all of them sms me today??!!! was feeling kinda of weird. hahaa.

anyway i have just discovered a very nice place for me to nuz. its xuan's super cosy room. it feels super cosy. initially went to her house to get the piano scores but ended up i stayed in her room for hours!! hahaa. i prefer xuan's house to adam's house. but too bad xuan don't have a piano. hmmmz. xuan----> please invest in a digital piano or keyboard, it will definitely help in your theory especially for questions on chords and cadence. hahaa. you will find me nua-ing in your room more often too. hahaa.

1st day at work n tian's party

2005-04-17T23:45:00.000+08:00

was feeling quite excited on saturday as it was my first day of work at this new clinic. it was super easy money. hahaa. i worked for 4 hours and i earned $50!! 1 hr=$12.50!! good money eh. took a cab down to tanglin center as i do not know how to go there by public transport. reached there 10 minutes earlier. for the first time that i am not late. hahaa. he bought me coffee from starbucks BUT i don't drink coffee so i just left it in the frigde, which he threw it away at the end of the day. felt so paiseh. we only saw 2 patients so he did manage to show me around the place, telling me the materials they used for different kinda of treatments. 1 thing i realise is that he is more self-service as compared to my current job. hahaa. basically that dr wong will just do everything and i will just need to collect money from the patient. easy job isnt it?? he treated me lunch after work. hahaa. a very good boss indeed. hahaa.

by the time i finish my lunch, it was only 2++, and i am suppose to wait for meiling till 5 as she is having class in cuppage center. we are going to tianjin's 21st birthday party. so i shopped around orchard, looking for presents to buy for tian. went down to cuppage and meet meiling. went to heeren and bought this converse pouch for tian. saw yiren, junyuan and his gf, brian, lee hanjie and lim hanjie at heeren's entrance. so qiao!! hahaa. didnt really talk as we need to rush down to pasir ris. on the way to taka, i saw shawn, ryan and his gf!!! hahaa. did talk awhile with shawn before i go.
reach pasir ris around 7pm. saw the birthday boy, yecheng, ziqiang, junwei, jason, edric and the few other guys. me and meiling was bbq-ing for the guys!! lousy guys only know how to eat. after the food, me and meiling went to the beach, enjoy the breeze and talk. very shiok. am very happy to have a friend like her. we were not very close in poly, but now it's different. we can talk about almost everything. after that went to play mahjong with edric and this other guy. quite a boring game so we switched to big 2. that edric is insane, he is very li hai. keep winning!!
saw melvin, merry and the tian's other church friends.
we left at around 11pm as meiling wanted to go home. so we went down to bid goodbye with the guys. before i left, i had this stupid argument with ziqiang again!! hahaa. have been arguing with him since the moment i reached. he's the only guy that i can suan cause he's really lousy. hahaa. took cab home with cheng's gf and meiling took a cab on her own.

xuan bluff me

2005-04-15T22:17:00.000+08:00

headache².. having a terrible headache. spent my whole 8 hours looking at my laptop and doing accounts. have been sleeping late these few days too la. but today is the worst. i only manage to complete the stupid accounts at around 5pm!! think i have killed too many brain cells le.
received dr tony's sms this morning. he wanted me to stand in tomorrow as his assistant will be on urgent leave tmr. so without thinking much i told him i have no problems helping out tmr. hahaa. silly me. i have to reach tanglin center at 9am!! and i don't know how to go to that place. so gonna take a cab there. hmmmz. kinda of broke now le. feeling kinda of nervous now. new working environment. new boss. new things to learn. arrghhh. am not sure am i up to the job.

i went to california fitness today during lunchtime!! i signed up for the short session just to go there and take a look. all my colleagues went. it's not as big as the one in orchard. but the atmosphere there is better. everyone is so friendly. everyone knows everybody. i was been attended by the personal trainer called teddy, a malay guy. quite fun to talk to. i did the body-fat analysis and he explained to me on the areas to improve on. i am underweight!! hahaaa. cause fats don't contribute that much to weight i guess. i have 12kg of fats in my body. my fluid diagnosis is super off. i belong to the smaller frame size. lack of protein. upper and lower balace of arm and leg is underdeveloped. they are aiming for me to gain 8.2kg which consists losing 1.1kg of fats and gaining 9.3 kg of muscles!!! omg!!! think i will look so so so darn fat or rather big sized if i really gain that 8.2kg. hahaa. he showed me round the gym, explaining to me about my posture, the correct way to 'hold' my head in place. quite fun. learn alot of things today. after all the explanation and exploring, i was given a sandwich from DON's (for people who don't where what's DON's. it's a place just like starbucks and coffeebean, just that their cheesecake is super nice).

i did not manage to watch creep today. that super super duper lousy xuan smsed me at 3++ saying that she don't wanna watch as she need to do her recording for the audition thingy. arrrhgghhh. *pout* was kinda of disappointed. we have been saying to watch creep ever since tuesday loh. lousy xuan. i don't like you!!! hmpph. gonna watch tmr no matter what.
xuan---> you can definitely play better than the recording that you sent me. give your best shot gal. and for my ever dearest nypse members, please do go to the nypse poll to vote for the gathering to be held at either joshua's place or my place. please do bear in mind that joshua's place have more trees, more quiet but it is at sembawang!! my place also have trees(though not that much as compared to joshua's), more choices of food, more accessible which is at potong pasir!! very near to serangoon central de. gonna collate the results asap and plan for the date for gathering le. zj-->bring your pictionary. we can play after watching the sound of music vcds. also can play in my house. i also have 2 mahjong tables. hahaa.

SIX-hair clip

2005-04-14T21:03:00.000+08:00

i din manage to wake up at 4am to do my work!! hahaa. was feeling so so so darn lazy to get my butt out of my bed. in the end i woke up at 8am. hmmmz. which means i did not manage to do my stuff and gotta work extra hard today at office. was doing the full set of accounts MANUALLY for this stupid company. please take note of the word MANUALLY. for those who don't take accounts, MANUALLY just means doing accounts on one's own. BUT for those people who take accounts, doing MANUALLY means HELL. and i really mean HELL. we have to go through every single entry, making every adjustments, taking care of every receipts, every payments, updating creditors and debtors ledger, doing the customer and supplier aging, accounting for prepayment and accruals, doing the depreciation expenses(that's quite standard) unless they purchase new assets, the bank reconciliation, schedules AND balancing the trial balance and balance sheet. arrrghhh. so doing accounts MANUALLY can really kill me.
the stupid client is in thailand which means whenever they want to make payments, they will have to go through me. i will then look at all the invoices, prepare TT forms to email to the authorised signatory in UK. after they have sign the forms, i will then fax to the bank. super duper troublesome. just hope that the company go into liquidation as soon as possible to end all the sufferings!!!
hahaaa. no matter what, i must complete the darn accounts by tomorrow morning before 12pm.

went to eat thai express in citylink today for lunch. had the laksa. yummy. really like it. my main purpose is actually to go SIX and buy hair clips. hee. manage to get 1 nice clip. lazy to blog.
just wanna finish doing my accounts and looking forward to watch creep tomorrow.

pacifier

2005-04-13T22:31:00.000+08:00

today is just another boring day as usual. not much of happenings today. the usual slacking and nua-ing in office. i rather play games than do my work. hahaa. i watched movie today again. with my beloved lousy xuan. hahaa. forgot who suggested the idea but both of us are just really crazy. we are movie freaks!! i just love watching movies. hahaa. initially wanna watch creep told her about the time but when xuan reached, she said that creep is not showing??!! *scratching head* i dont understand why but i DID check the timings. to double confirm i went to check the timing via my hp. to my horror. the cinemas are not showing creep yet!! guess their system just sucks la. so we settled for...............

hahaa. yes!!! the pacifier!!! its funny and heart warming. i like it. recommended by me and xuan. xuan said that it is better than house of fury we watched yesterday.

there's is one part in the movie when 'red 2' is preparing for this musical known as "sound of music" arrghhh. makes me want to watch the musical but now only left the most expenseive tickets le. no money. haiz.. sad.

i wanna watch wet dreams. the first korean sex comedy movie. it's their 1st attempt and i am interested. hahaaa. but no one wants to watch with me. hmmz.
alot of good movies that i wanna watch. guess who; triple x 2; creep; coach carter; the interpreter; infection. wah. 7 movies to catch!! omg!! going to be broke soon le. taking into consideration i will be officially jobless on the 6may. i ought to be saving!!! arrrghhhh. but my movies............ haiz
brought work home to do. *yawn* poor me.

house of fury

2005-04-12T23:52:00.000+08:00

shall continue to blog from where i stop just now. i finally manage to find xuan as my movie kaki. thanks xuan for accompanying me, i know its kinda of last minute. actually that stupid aston called me for dinner at bishan and i suggested to catch a movie after our dinner. cause its been a long time since i last watched samara. hahaa. tried umpteen times to call that aston but he just doesn't seems to be answering my calls. so decided to find xuan, after confirming with xuan, that stupid aston called me back. but its already too late. i can neither meet him or let him to join us cause xuan don't like strangers. guess i will have to meet aston some other days le.

me and xuan watched..............

Yes!! House of Fury!!

this movie is directed by stephen fung!!! hahaa. didnt know he is the director till xuan pointed it out to me.

twins!! gillian looks so so pretty and sweet in the movie. charlene not as cute. still prefer her with short hair. looks more active.

and lastly.................

daniel wu!!!! he's so so so so drop dead gorgeous!!! hee. *blushing*

overall it is a nice movie. recommended by me and xuan!! hahaa. it's already worth the ticket price with all the shuai ges and mei nus. hahaa.

manager is away!!

2005-04-12T16:16:00.000+08:00

*yawn* feeling very very sleepy. zzzz at 2.30am last night. was online playing games xuan. hahaaa. was replying gz's sms. fell asleep halfway. so need to continue with my msg today. suppose to wake up at 7am but i slept till 8am!!! my work starts at 8.30am!!! hahaa. every morning it is always a struggle for me to wake up. keep telling myself that its ok to zzzz for another 5 minutes. hahaaa. alot of 5 minutes gone just like that. finally manage to find all the energy to get my butt off the bed. went to have a quick bathe and get ready for work. by the time i'm all ready to go, its already 8.45am. hahaa. so have no choice but to take a cab to work.
I HATE CAB SNATCHERS!! when i was queuing up, there were 3 people in front of me queuing(a old guy, a indian lady with her son, and a guy). i am a gal with principles. no matter how late am i going to be, i will NOT cut people's queue.

just to show some evidence:- 1) i was waiting for a cab together with my sister, nephew and niece at around 10++ at night. saw this indian old lady with her grandson. my sister happily went in front of her to wait for cab. i scolded her and told her wait behind the old lady. and she was saying: "but we have more people. we have 2 children with us. we need a cab straight away." i was giving her that stupid look and continue to nag at her. i mean they must have been there waiting for quite some time and still not a cab in sight. how can we just happily snatch the can away from her??!! this is NOT RIGHT!! so i just asked my nephew and niece to follow me. so my sister has no choice but to wait behind the old lady.
2) there was one incident, i was late as usual. for my 8am class. so i need to take a can to school. there were also quite alot people waiting downstairs. i waited for like 15 minutes to clear all the people standing in front of me. it's my turn!! then came this old old lady. she's using with a walking stick and carrying quite alot of stuff. i hailed the cab for her cause i know there were going to be some heartless creature ignoring her. luckily within 5 minutes, the other cab n off i went to school.

am so proud of myself. i am not a cab snatcher therefore i HATE people who just cut queue. don't they feel ashame of their doings?? they are late but arent we late too??! how can they just happily walk to the super front cutting everybody's queue. some of them still have the guts to look at us, the cab waiters. arrghhh. bloody stupid loh.

back to my main point. while i am waiting for the cab today. there were 3 'cab waiters' in front of me. isn't it super duper obvious that we ARE WAITING for cabs??!! 5 people just cut the queue. damn. 2 of them even look back at us. i waited half an hour for the cab and by the time i reached office, it was already 9.30am!! late for an hour!!! hahaa. i am just too slack la. think i really don't care about work le. anyway i am leaving. who cares man!! furthermore, manager is away and will not be back till the 22nd april. hahaaa. it's heaven for us!! me being the super slacker, became more nua. hahaa. the others also do their stuff slowly. can go for early lunch and come back late. anyway there is no government here!! hahaa. without her around, i no need to act busy. hahaa. can slack openly. hahaa.
logged into msn, and played some games with zhihui, the rich bastard. he really cannot make it!! super lousy. cant afford to lose. this explains him being the rich and spoilt bastard. lucky he's good looking, if not he really cannot make it. think he is the most good looking guy in band. hahaa. he will just close the game when knowing he is going to lose. lousy. for every game he will tell me, i am going to be so dead cause he is very li hai BUT in the end he still lose!! hahaa. he's just behaving like a little boy. hahaa. really miss those times when him, aston and me slack in school, playing mahjong in the band room, going round places to eat, criticizing each other, etc etc. hahaa. as they were the vice-president of band and me being the president of strings, we normally have no problem getting things done. like planning, the schedule, gathering of the people and giving orders. guess we have the mo qi and we are able to compromise with each other ba. i will normally help them as band have alot of people. hahaa. have no problems working with those 2 guys. and thats how we became so close. guess the 3 of us really need to meet up some time, normally meet zhihui alone as he lives near me. poor aston, all alone in yishun. hahaa.

*yawn* now its already 4.06 le. 1 hour plus more to go. still finding people to watch movie with me. haiz. no one wanna watch!!! super sadz... sobz. all the best to gz for his paper later at 4.30. hahaa.

msn

2005-04-12T00:29:00.000+08:00

haven been playing quite of msn games recently. especially minesweeper. cause i m too bored at work and minesweeper is a game that really depends on luck and allows me to think. though i always tell that lousy xuan that just anyhow click, no need to think de. its true that i DO anyhow click at times but it also depends who am i playing with. met quite a few of informidable opponents. they are mainly hanting; tim and guzhong!!! they all very li hai. as compared to ehem.. hahaa. just played minesweeper with michelle lim. i won 10 times consecutively. hahaa. that xuan has improved tremendously within 2 days. hmmmz.
waited the whole day for gz to come online. that xuan did not entertain me, guess she is busy doing her stuff. was quite gan dong cause gz came online after he woke up, feeling giddy cause he has not taken his dinner. where to find such a good 'qing ren'!! though he force me to bang my head against the wall at times but at least he will sacrifice to xin teng me la. hahaaa. so its not so bad!!
anyway, not in the mood to blog. feeling sleepy le.. going to zzzzz real soon. tata.

life's unpredicted

2005-04-10T21:46:00.000+08:00

went to see adam's younger brother, john(fake name as to protect his identity) today. hahaa. john is suffering from knee cancer. when i first heard from xuan about this news, i was like "WHAT??!! how come knee also can get cancer?" guess i am ignorant but i have heard about lung cancer, skin cancer, throat cancer, colon cancer, breast cancer, thyroid cancer, leukemia, etc etc. but not knee cancer. hmmmz. guess i should not rub it in further. have called adam to probe further about john's situation, what can he or can he not eat. how are his family going to look after him, does he need to undergo any situation. i mean i have to find out more so i will understand the current situation and will watch what i am talking later. actually wanted to get comics for john but his dear brother doesnt know what he likes. so adam just say just buy fruits, vegetables, organic food will do cause he cant eat meat.
anyway, met that lousy xuan at hougang point ntuc to buy some stuff for john. that lousy xuan was late as usual so i went ahead to choose all the stuff. i took apples(the apples are so damn red!!), bought those super big and sweet oranges, organic cherry tomatoes, organic honey, organic alphabet macaroni, pringles, chocolates and egg tarts for their parents. walked to adam's house after that, that lousy xuan made me walk the long way. guess she has no sense no direction. cause it took us around 15 minutes to go to adam's house but i remember the last time i only took 5-8 minutes following adam. hahaaa. xuan---> you gotta explore more man!!
reached his house and saw 2 of them watching vcd and his dog. hahaa. adam has really a poor taste for movies. hahaa. think john was falling asleep. went to the kitchen to get water for myself and xuan while talking to adam. xuan was entertaining john. john's leg is on cast and he looks skinny and pale. poor boy. he is quite introvert. hahaa. maybe we are strangers. after talking, went to adam's room!! finally we went back to the same old days where we get together and play music. too bad xuan did not bring her violin along, if not we will have a cellist, pianist and violinist le. i played on the keyboard and adam on the piano. so much fun. really really missed those days!! i am so gonna go to adam's house again!! xuan---> bring your violin along ya.
we played for hours till xuan reminded us about her reference letter. hahaa. so i went to type the letter while adam, john and xuan played some games. that lousy xuan really lousy. i gave the topics for charade, easy questions but that lousy xuan never never been able to guess it. hahaaa. boogle was better. at least xuan performed well in that game but i am still the ultimate winner. hahaa. i am just smart la huh. thanks adam for the ride to bugis. heh heh. really appreciated it. will go to visit john preferably next saturday or sunday. then i will bring along my piano scores and some violin scores to play together!!

finally its all over!!

2005-04-09T19:46:00.000+08:00

i am a happy gal now. finally everything is over!! my aunt is back from suzhou. she is very supportive of me resigning and continuing my studies. *phew* thought she is going to be very difficult to handle. i went to her house after my interview. also did manage to have a good talk with my uncle. he was also quite supportive. apparently, he did not know that i am doing the stupid Members' Voluntary Liquidation(MVL) in the company. after knowing i am doing that stupid job. he just asked me to leave. he told me to concentrate on my studies and he will "scold" that big boss of mine for giving me such a lousy department to work in. hahaa. i am finally free!! *clearing throat* officially announcing.... 6 May will be my last last day at work!! yay!! am gonna miss the auntie, the colleagues and partners there. i will be back after my ACCA.

and about my interview today. i was late for 10 minutes. hahaa. i woke up at 12.30pm, slack abit and took a cab down straight to suntec city. thanks gz!! hahaa. we chatted in msn, playing games, relating the movie we watched last night till 3am!! haha. gz---> be a good dad, listen to the child's voice!! listen to the child's voice!! hahaa. evelyn has become a lunatic; samara has already found kate as her mum and now all she needs is a dad to dote her. so be a good dad ya. hahaa. i am just being lame.
anyway about the interview. ya. i was late. reached there saw this guy. he just interviewed me straight away, showing me around his clinic. he is quite cute looking though. his name is tony. hahaa. the other interviewer, jeffrey, can't make it so i will only get to see him when i am working for them. *wondering* why are all the doctors so cute???!! arghhh. their place is er.... i don't know how to describe. they are still quite new. the worse thing is that they do not have a computer. appointments are all taken manually!!! i almost fainted. how can they not invest in a computer when they first start(he said that they are getting a pc real soon though). i definitely prefer my current boss working environment. think i am going to look for other places to give myself a better option. but i do prefer suntec cause it's near esplanade, they have a cinema, all the goody and yummy food, SIX (the accessory shop). whoa!! i like!! i didn't ask for their lunch hours but will keep you guys updated if i am taking that job. so basically, that tony did most of the talking so i was just happily listening la. i left my number to him and left. to my surprise, he called me within half an hour's time, saying that he will definitely take me in. i was like so surprised cause it just pass an hour ya and he has already decided to take me in. hahaa. but i say i will only give him an answer next week. hee. so i will have to call him next week. guys any jobs to recommend please do let me know. hee.

company dinner and movie

2005-04-08T11:51:00.000+08:00

today is another slacking day for me in the office.. hahaa.. i know you guys are very sianz about me complaining about my work. hahaa. anyway i am at home now. was quite happy today cause it is FRIDAY!!! finally the long awaited friday is here!! yay. was supposed to meet that lousy xuan for movie tonight after work. to watch either house of fury or be cool. were chatting happily online confirming the time and movie then suddenly xuan said that she DON'T WANT to meet to me. arrghh. coz that lousy xuan cant get the tuition grant and therefore feeling sad. but i didnt force that lousy xuan loh. we played msn games. lousy xuan is indeed quite lousy. hahaaa.she's so so lousy at games!! i keep winning. haiz.. such a poor opponent!! hahaaa.. oops.

was chatting with guzhong too. realised that he, mingkai and eric were going to esplanade for a free concert. so since that lousy lousy xuan can't meet me, i have decided to go bishan and meet gz and mk. i was late for half an hour and both of them already started eating. i didnt manage to eat as i am not that hungry la. so just gossip with them for a while and mk left to toa payoh to teach a 11-year-old xiao mei mei violin. to me, he's definitely taking advantage of that xiao mei mei. xinyi, you gotta guan3 your mk. as what gz says you should bring your cello and go together with mk. hahaa. so when mk left around 7.50pm, me and gz deicided to catch a movie at 7.20pm. only that slot available if not we gotta wait till 9++. watched samara. it's quite ok la.. not very scary. typical RING show. hahaa. gz has his own lousy logic as usual. hahaaa.

i must blog about what happened yesterday. my 3 bosses treated the whole department to dinner in this teochew restaurant. my department people were the last to reach cause we still in office slacking. when we reached we thought we could have a whole table to ourselves but the 3 bosses wanted us to separate up. so me and 1 of my colleague quickly went over to sit with bob(1 of my partner). haha. actually it was a dinner to welcome the 3 new managers and a assistant manager(all gals). to my surprised 2 of the managers smoke and drink. a very good recruitment indeed. hahaa. 28 of us attended the dinner. we drank 5 bottles of red wine, 2 bottles of white and 2 bottles of champagne. taking into consideration that guys don't really drink as they need to drive. hahaa. so it's basically gals' power!! most of the people can drink in my department though there are still some who don't even drink at all la. and the food is yummy. i like the shark fins and prawns best. the prawns were so so so so fresh!! thanks jeffrey for all the peeled prawns. heh heh. my boss also very you3 feng1 du4. he serve me food. hahaa. i am just like a little princess. hahaa. after the first few dishes. i was told by mr yeap(one of my partner too) to go round the 3 tables to drink as i am gonna to leave. so i went round drinking with the bosses and mr neo(the highest rank partner in my dept). the stupid bosses kept saying bottoms up so i just gotta follow. hahaa. after that roger came to my table. so me, roger, andrew and diane were gossiping with mr yeap listening. hahaa. we were talking about the HK's trip in january. i was complaining to mr yeap cause roger kept giving me empty promises. on the 1st night in HK, we went back to hotel around 1++2am and agreed to meet in the lobby at 3am for supper but in the end that stupid roger were too lazy to go out after a whole day of shopping. on the 2nd night, me, andrew, roger and another guy agreed to play overnight mahjong BUT that roger was sleepy. was useless knocking on his door, so me and andrew ended up talking throughout the night. hahaa. we were suggesting another trip to HK this year but our dear bob suggested we should go perth!! haha. it's ok with as long as they subsidize. hee. had a great time that we almost kena chased out by the restaurant people. haha. bob offered to drive me home as we stayed near each other. he lives near kovan mrt. the bungalows there. but i rejected cause there's nothing much to talk to a partner except work???!! so i took roger's car instead. have more to talk to him as compared to the partner. haha. thanks roger for the ride home!!

another slacking day

2005-04-07T13:58:00.000+08:00

its thursday today!! yay.. hee.. finally friday is approaching. been looking forward to fridays every week. today is another slacking day me. i have been slacking, doing nothing ever since last friday. have been trying very very hard to act busy BUT there's just not much things for me to act with. can only open a file, flipping through the file pretending to find some documents, cast the figures once in a while, make some unnecessary phone calls, printing some nonsense from the internet, going to the toilet and hiao, etc etc. there's only that much of things to act busy with for the whole of 8 hours. i am really going crazy soon. if not i will be sending, replying emails. hahaaa.. especially to nypse. thomas is getting super irritated by me!! with all my junk mails. i am so gonna flood his friendster loh. *bleah* heh heh.. i mean nypse is the only channel for us(alumnis) to communicate with the current members of se. so it is very important to keep this group alive. it's true that sometimes we just flood the whole damn group with emails but it is good to keep everybody updated with the latest gossips and happenings, rite?? fine for those who switch to daily digest, hahaa.. but for those who switch to NO EMAILS, i will definitely change it back for you guys. *grinz*

i must let the whole world knows about what happened 2 days ago on msn. hahaaa.. *blushing* i am wanted by guzhong!!! my super duper cute gz chose me!! hee.. my msn nick was "i'm wanted by gz!!" but that stupid gz says that my nick allows him to have the kong1 jian1 to think of other stuff.. hahaaa.. and he says i can choose to remain with that nick and he will continue to think otherwise... hahaaa..
i am sorry xinyi, zhijing,yiru, mingkai and that maggie mee.. hahaaa.. xy--> thanks for rang-ing gz to me ya.. am so grateful but he still choose me in the end!! so happy!! hahaaa.. and 1 thing i really don't understand why mingkai wants me??! i really cant figure it out. but now mk and xy is an item now le. don't deny it cause after you left the conversation that night, mk left too!! 2 of you ahh.. must be up to something. hahaa..
zj still die die wanna stick with her guang liang (which is hell not possible for her to go out with him) and lastly for yr... hmmmmz.. i still thinks that the lousy joshua suits yr much better as compared to maggie mee!! hahaaa.. the band people call maggie mee as curly fries!!(how is he now?? does his body still moves with the music when he plays the violin?) hahaa.. joshua looks cute but just that he always have that nua nua behaviour. hahaa.. and our yr likes to nag and nag and nag, therefore they will be the best couple. both of them are the inventors of the word "lousy" which is now frequently used as our se jargons. hahaaa.. hmmmz.. guess we forget about little tiger, eric, kelly, etc. i cant remember their names. hahaa..
chat with gz last night, told him i am jealous cause he went to meet xy for 5 minutes. hahaa.. but instead of reassuring me, he told me that i am so gonna corrode cause he met alot of other people yesterday. arrghhh.. lousy gz!! i will not chi1 chu4 la huh.. hahaa.. maybe xy should help me scold gz for me BUT i am so afraid that later xy and gz became an item, then i will have to stick with mk le.. hmmmz... i should have faith in gz!! hahahaaa.. have quite a good chat with him, he's one potential movie kaki of mine. hee..

had a fulfilling lunch today. went to hito for lunch. went with gabriel, yecheng and meiling the last time. the food there is good. so decided to go there for lunch again, ask my younger sis to meet me!! yum yum.. it's a kind of korean cum japanese food. the paperpot and the katsu curry.. and the ebi fritters too!! but it is never cheap to dine at those places during lunch cause it is quite expensive. i have to pass her the 2 letters to be sent to UK. need to pay 318 pounds for my registration and examination fees. nearly $1000 gone!! they are really money suckers man!!

and recently i just realise the importance of having my own personal savings. i think i am leading a super good life therefore never need to save though my mum kept on injecting the idea of saving into my mind. i used to think that i am still so young, i am still able to afford to spend every single cent i earn. still young for me to start saving. but after the heated argument with my mum, i finally see some light. understand that it is important to save every month, be it $50 or $100 per month. i just gotta save. yiru has been nagging about this to me. she's just like my nanny, sometimes even worse than my mum. my mum has already gave up and stopped nagging le. then now comes a yr. arrghhh.. after giving it some thought, i noticed that i am really a girl who only knows how to spend. i have been working for 10 months le, and in this 10 months i have actually earn more than S$10,000+++ after deducting my cpf. after giving my mum allowance and paying my bills i have around S$8,000++ left. people... S$8,000 leh.. and i have happily spent all the S$8,000 without saving a single cent. this S$8,000 excludes my bonus which nearly amounts to S$1,000!!! omg!!!! i am behaving like a tai tai, a princess. i have to kick this habit of mine if not i will not have any savings when i grow old. very scary rite!!! i have told myself to save at least $100 per month. am trying very hard to achieve my goal. hahaaa. have been telling myself not to change my hp. but i want get k700i!! i am still so so so in love with that phone!! it only cost $198 now with any 2 year contract!!! so cheap!!!!! sobz.. can only look at it.

as everyone knows i am going to be jobless soon, so i must save every single cent wisely. this is so not me!! arrgghhh..

hey guys!! please have a heart for the poor poor poor me!! please do donate some funds to my account. i will not mind any mode of payments. mode of donations as follows:-

1. Kindly write in a cheque to "Evelyn Sew". Please do state your name, contact no. and address at the back of your cheque as a receipt will be sent to you.

2. If you are going to donate by debit/credit cards, please provide me with your card no. and the expiry date.

3. If you are going to transfer funds directly into my account, please sms me for my account no.

4. If you are going to send me presents as a form of donation, please sms me for my address.
Please take note, only latest model of hp, laptop, cash, diamonds, a german violin, a baby grand will be accepted. if you are unsure of any unmentioned items, please do give me a buzz.

resignation day!!

2005-04-06T11:16:00.000+08:00

i have finally tender my resignation letter!!! finally!!!! *phew* all my worries are going to come to an end soon!! now only left the part where i have to deal with my aunt. tts the most difficult part. hmmmz.

as what i have expected, my manager really ask me to stay. hahaa.. i shall summarise the conversation. it went like this...
Me: "i have something to discuss with you, i am tendering my resignation letter to mr *** today."
Manager(M), with the surprised look : "What's making you leave? Do you find it difficult to juggle and cope with your studies? We can make arrangements for you ie. you can leave the office early if you have lessons or can apply for longer leaves if you need the time off to study."
Me: "i find it quite tough for me to juggle between work and studies coz i cant really concentrate on what the lecturers' are talking about. i can only blindly take down notes without understanding, then ended up taking more time to revise through the notes. and i am planning to complete the course in a year's time, get it over and done with. better than i stay on, i will need 2-3 years to complete my course, and going to waste another half a year if i fail the paper, and if i fail the paper, i will be stuck with my grade. i cant get promoted nor any increment without the cert."
M: "its true that you wont be able to get promotion but its good for you to stay in touch with the job. and we can go towards a gradual promotion for you after you complete your acca. is it because that i don't approve your study leave thats why you wanna quit?"
Me (giving her an answer immediately): " of course not!!! (but it is loh.. stupid you.. still ask me this kind of qn) i just want to complete my studies in other 1 year's time. no point going to class with my mind shut off."
M: "i guess some people just need to have more time to concentrate on their studies. like for me, i did my cpa while working 10 years back while working. so i guess it really voice down to each and every individuals. some just need more to off to study. but hopefully you can complete your studies within your expected time frame, and join us after you graduate."
Me: " sure. no problem. anyway i will have to speak to mr **** and mr ***** about this thing."

the conversation just die-ed like that. she is still as snobbish as before. though she still put on a mask by trying to act kind during the entire conversation. BUT i am very firm with my decision.
but no matter how firm, i still need to let my aunt know. she is like the QUEEN man. my super big boss listens to her de. arrghhhh. so must talk to my aunt before she calls my super big boss!! so i better be fast!! arrghhhh. wish me luck guys.

sad days ending soon

2005-04-05T14:57:00.000+08:00

hmmmz.. after slacking/nua-ing/acting busy in the office for around 3 and a half hours. i have decided to blog. seriously, the company is paying me for surfing the net, chatting online, playing games, etc etc. where to find such a good company eh?? BUT sad to say, i THINK i am going to leave this stupid company soon!!! i wanna tender my resignation letter but one of colleague says that she has something to gossip so ask me to hold back. so i'll guess i will tender after lunch.
yay!!! i hope this time is for real. hope really can resign and get myself hell out of the company. *cross fingers* hopes that everything will go smoothly. hmmmz...

though i have been slacking in the office for the whole morning, i have been looking for jobs. have called up a few and i have gotten this interview on this coming saturday(8 apr) at 1.30pm. was quite excited about it. wanna find out my market value so i will know what to demand when i go for an interview for the next job. i am gonna work as a dental assistant!! haahaa... i mean working in a clinic is quite committment free, no need to do OT, no need to bring work home and do. furthermore, i have the experience in this field. i can ask for higher pay and they do not really need to train me, i just need to adapt to their working styles. isnt it good?? then i can focus on my studies as well cause they closed the clinic at 5.30 sharp. and most importantly, i will not need to face the current stupid manager of mine.

actually was quite happy to resign but on the other hand, was kinda of worried. i have not been talking to my mum for like 5 days le. i din wanna talk. so my 2 poor sisters became our middleman. hahaa.. been hearing from them that she FINALLY don't mind me quitting. BUT i am still feeling abit suspicious, u guys know la.. gals will never say what they really mean!! that's why i'm worried. what if i quit and i get a super duper different treatment from her??!! arrghhh... that sux!! in a dilemma but i know if i don't resign, both of us will quarrel over this stupid issue again. how?? guys tell me what to do??!!

anyway, am digressing abit. haha.. *thinking* when i tender my resignation letter, i will definitely have to talk to my manager. then she will be giving this look(yes!! finally you are leaving look) haa.. i think so la.. then she as a manager will definitely put on a mask and ask me, "why am i quitting? is there anything i can do or we can negotiate? do i need to re-consider this option that you are making?" then i will just tell her, "come on la, don't try to ACT nice in front of me!! i know you want me off your department and i am just fulfilling your unspoken wish. isnt it good? don't try to be a good boss la.. do you know that everyone don't really like you!! maybe you should also reflect on your own behaviours and work attitude!! Do you really have a heart?? how can you possibly ask people to come back to work immediately after their operation? are you really that short-handed? even if she is not around, we will make sure we will get our things done. so why are you getting so paranoid? maybe you should really think about it? too bad that we do not have an upward appraisal for seniors and managers, if not your appraisal will be the worst among all the other managers in the department. tink we should really follow ***, maybe i should suggest this upward appraisal to the partners telling them to adopt this upward appraisal from ***!!! lastly, i wish you all the best ya.. hope all your staff will NOT leave,so that you will not need to clean up this mess!!!!"

whoa!!! woo~~~ i am so damn cool!!! haa... just trying to make myself happy, of cause i am not going to say that. no matter what she is still my manager.. am just voicing out all my unhappiness. hmmmz... hahaa... i don't even know how to give the letter to her. arrghhh. i want to leave but on the other hand, i am also thinking too too much. arrghh.. what am i doing?? what the hell do i really want?? deep down, i know i wanna quit this job as soon as possible. i will definitely be happier. i am just being super indecisive, i am a libran ma.. hahaa... i finally talked to my mum just now, she nagged at me as usual. haahaa. she said that once i made up my mind, i should just do it and stop being so po po ma ma. so i will take it as she is on my side. at least i choose to believe it this way.

manager back from lunch. my resignation letter is all ready to go. arrghhh. people, wish me all the best. i am finally seeing some LIGHT. LIGHT of HAPPINESS!!!!!!!

new blogskin

2005-04-04T23:49:00.000+08:00

yeah²!! finally i am all done with my blog. i admit i am super duper slow in setting up a blog BUT at least i took the trouble to get one ya. decided to get a blog cause was thinking to write down my thoughts somewhere... and ta-dah!! online journal is the best cause i need not spend money to buy fanciful notepads/diaries. BUT i do need to spend a hell lot of time finding the backgrounds, skins, midi, etc.. spend hell lot of time arranging, organising the layout and format. did alot of trial and error before i am finally satisfied with the results. heh heh.. am super proud of myself. guys out there, please BEAR IN MIND that i am a IT IDIOT!!! hahaa..

a BIG SORRY to my msn friends. i know i am a pain in the ass. sorry for bugging you guys to go to my bloggie.. giving comments, checking out on the song. hee... paiseh².. apparently i just realised that not everyone can listen to the song as i used geocities to upload my mp3. hmmmz.. will need to find another source so that you guys can enjoy the super nice songs when nua-ing around my blog!! haa³.. hmmmz... almost 12am now.. gotta go and study(make notes for my law) gotta start on tax and information systems real soon!!! tata... nitex²..

mOndaY bLuEs...

2005-04-04T09:56:00.000+08:00

haiz.. its monday once again!! the first day of the week.. guess most working people hates monday the most! and this includes me!! i really dread mondays, damn.. remembered last monday i took mc and was nua-ing at home. woo~~ quite shiok.. but i cant possibly keep taking mcs just to nua at home. that's not right ya!! and now i am in the office, doing nothing.. i have nothing to do, just trying my best to act busy..

felt quite sleepy today cause i zzzz at around 2am last night.. was trying to stay awake and do up my law notes.. cause i hate it to study off the lecture notes so i gotta make my own colourful notes. i teared.. hmmz.. ok.. i cried last night from around 11pm to 12am.. i dont know why.. i juz kept on tearing.. wasted 1 hour to figure out my thoughts but to no avail.. went through alot of thinkings.. was finding excuses to convince myself AGAIN!! scouting for other options available.. thinking that maybe that i should just die to end all this misery that i brought to all the people around me. been thinking through this option, seriously. thought of ways to die ie. swallowing hundred over tablets of extra strong panadol (maybe can swallow lotsa ponstan too, since its a stronger painkiller), dashing into the road, torturing myself, go on strike (rejecting food and zzzz), etc etc. i am crying so hard when i think of all these stuff.. weird eh.. then i dont know why.. out of a sudden, i became sober and realised what am i doing. then i wiped away my tears and continue doing the notes. this is known as depression??!! i cant possibly be undergoing a depression cause i am an optimistic, sociable, cheerful, outgoing person!! but i can hardly find these traits of mine in me now.. argghhh!!

my eyes are swollen and puffy from last night. it sux!! i wanna talk to my mum but i cant. i dont know how to start a conversation. guess i m still not settled emotionally to have a good talk with anyone... i did not even talk to my colleagues today, just wanna be alone!!

PEOPLE!!!! GET THE FU*K OFF MY LIFE!!!!! I AM JUST LIKE A VOLCANO THAT IS GOING TO ERUPT ANYTIME!!!!!!!! AND BELIEVE ME, I CAN RESORT TO VIOLENCE!!

grOwIng horIzonTally daY by daY.....

2005-04-02T23:16:00.000+08:00

hmmmz... i am growing horizontally day by day!!!! arrrghhh!! i hate it!!!!!! have been growing fatter and fatter ever since i graduated from secondary school.. sobz... think i really lack of the determination to stay away from food.. i'm a glutton!! i LOVE food!!!

thanks to the poly life too... always buying snacks in to eat during lectures and tutorials, the countless breaks in between lessons and especially during tep.. think during that time me and different gangs of friends from different stopovers ate for about 5-6 meals a day.. hahaaa.. crazy eh.. n this explains my figure now... thank god that i am tall... if not i really can go bang wall le..

i happily gain more FATS when i started working too... slacking in front of my labtop for the whole of 8 hours.. snacking.. nua-ing.. drinking.. all in the sitting position!! hahaa... tell me how can i not grow horizontally.. people always say those who sit down for the whole damn day over a long period of time, will develop big butts... BUT its not true!!! i still find my butt quite small... sobz... the fats all went to the wrong area!! i went thai express for dinner with ttc/yiren/mr lim/mr lee juz now.. was a filling dinner and now... i am waiting for my sis's supper.. she volunteer to buy supper back for me!! so, guess i will juz nua around online and wait for my supper!! *slurp²*

A wrong step in my life.. i really regret it!!

2005-04-01T10:34:00.000+08:00

was actually quite lazy to blog as it is not appropriate to blog in office when i m suppose to be working..
BUT wasnt in a mood to work... I M not in a good mood today!! everything juz sux!! my work!! my studies!! my mum!! EVERYTHING!!!

all my colleagues and even my parents know that i dun lk the job i m doing now... my colleagues have been very encouraging, giving me directions to move on coz i m still young!! telling me that i shld concentrate on my ACCA n work part time instead of having a full time job n study part time.. as it is very very tiring for me.. i get their point.. no point with me holding a full time job n study part time when i cant focus/concentrate on my studies and i cant excel in my work.. i totally agree with them... nice of them to analyse for me...
however things are different on the other side.. my parents especially my mum is not very encouraging!! i really dun understand why she want me to work.. i really regretted taking this WRONG step and that is to work str8 after i graduate from poly.. actually tt's not my plan, i wanna continue with my studies BUT due to some potential financial problems tt my family gonna face, i decided to sacrifice. I decided to work and study part time since my company will be paying for all the tuition fees.. good deal isnt it?? When i started work for the first few months, i knew this job is not cup of tea but i persist on, giving myself excuses tt i need more time to adapt to the working environment and the job scope. Apparently, i cant seem to be able to convince myself n i m definitely suffering here!! n now my family is doing fine.. without any finanical probs.

You guys muz be thinking, why dun i juz quit and concentrate on my studies or juz find another job??!!

Please!!! i find been thinking abt tis option for months le!! i CANT leave juz lk tt!! i gotta jiao dai to my aunt and uncle. ok, i manage to get this job coz they know the partners(highest level in the company) in this big 4 accounting firms. My uncle himself is oso a partner from 1 of the big 4 firms!! so i cant leave juz tt, i gotta give them some face!! i really regretted!! actually i can leave the company as and when i lk if there isnt this kinda pulling of strings.

dunno how long more m i going to suffer in this stupid company!! haiz...

memerIsed bY my rIngs

2005-03-31T23:19:00.000+08:00

hey hey guys!! i'm a happy happy gal today!! coz i manage to get the beautiful, stunning, elegant, attractive, dazzling, lovely, fashionable, trendy, gorgeous, stylish, well-designed, modish, classy, sophisticated rings!!!!!!!!
hahahaaa... din know i have such good vocabs.. hee... thanks to xuan for introducing me to tis shop in citylink mall.. it's known as SIX.. here's the webbie http://www.click-six.com/
actually known the existance of the shop but juz that never take notice of it coz from outside, it juz looks lk another ordinary shop selling hair accessories.. tink i gonna go SIX quite often.. to keep myself updated with their latest accessories!! hee.. *grinz* i'm happy.. happy.. happy!! supposed to go for lesson tonight but for the sake of SIX, i decided to skip my class.. such a baddie gal ya... hahaaa... went there with my younger sis.. she herself bought a ring too.. heh heh.. here are some pics of my beautiful, stunning, elegant, attractive, dazzling, lovely, fashionable, trendy, gorgeous, stylish, well-designed, modish, classy, sophisticated rings!!!!!!!! hahahaaa... enjoy!!

ta-dah!!! tis is wat i call the butterfly ring!! i like this ring the most!! hee... too bad the pic is not clear.. sad tt u guys cant see properly..

tis is another ring that i bought.. the pinkie ring!! hee..

my sis's ring!!